Get Out of My Life

好，我自己承认：我很自私！看看我吧。好担心我的朋友会用完我的白沫…… 害到我要再一次买。我承认我很担心我的朋友会用我的G-soft笔…… 很想把它们藏起来，不给你们用！慧燕讲的对，我就是很自私！

我知道，我是算太过分了…… 伦慧燕，你讲的对。我很自私。自私到不要给你们看他的样子。问题是，他也不要见你们啊！尤其是你，Christine Leong! 你越讲你不相信…… 他就越来越不要见你了！

是啊。我就是太过分了。怪我们两个吧。

黄绣雯和伦慧燕，你是有资格见他的…… 但问题是，他就是不要…… 还有，你们要我拍他的照！当然不可以啦！如果他知道，我跟你讲…… 他连看都不要看我了。那你们跟我讲，我应该要做什么？！

Christine, 我跟他讲你要证据了, proof that he exist. 你知道他讲什么吗？He cursed you, you know! So if you dun believe, that's your problem, not mine. Why you want proof? Because you don't believe in him? I know that you hate me one… Oh no don't deny it. It's not my problem that you hate me either. Why you want proof? I ask you again… why do you want proof? To me, you're just jealous. Jealous of everything. Even Iffah… you're jealous because she can play the piano… you're jealous because she's way prettier than you… you're jealous because she's on the front page of a magazine… and you're jealous of me for Iffah being my best friend! And if you want to talk bad things about me… that your business… not my business! Talking bad things about me and everyone else only makes you unhappy.

You even lie about knowing how to play Grade NINE piano! There's no such thing as Grade Nine, Christine. If you know how to play, you will be already showing off your piano skills in class. Am I right? You boast about every single thing. Everything. And why do you suddenly cut your hair? Why? Because you want the attention. You copycat-ed me!

You ask me why I'm mad at you… and now I'm giving the answer. Happy now?

Just forget about me, Christine. You don't want to be cursing someone you dun like and making yourself unhappy. Alright? And by the way, don't you ever think that I'm jealous of you. Why should I be jealous of someone who practically has no friends?

12.05.2010 (4.11pm)

Sorry, Blame It On Me

都是我的错，害到妳被华文老师骂到那么厉害。我们回去座位的时候，看到妳哭，真是把我吓坏了呢。唉～都是我不好。这是我第一次把我的朋友害到那么厉害。我不管你生不生我的气，只要我想你抱歉，就好了。

真是很对不起啊…… 还有，伦慧燕…… 我也想你抱歉，for hurting your best friend.

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11.o5.2010 (4.02pm)

唉～非常担心… 伤心… 寂寞………

唉～我连专心听课也不能，今天有prep, 很麻烦呢。黄绣雯他们都提早放学，为什么Pn Nik也不要为我们而提早放开我们呢？很"衰"哦……我觉得。

Pn Nik是我的KH老师，她人OK 咯…… 只是有时会给太多功课做…… T.T

想起昨天发生的事情…… 不禁感到非常悲伤。那件事是有点私人，绝对不可告诉你。我跟Tania SMS… 他帮了我很大的忙，好感谢他啊！酱才叫作true friend嘛…… 呵呵呵～

别看我那么高兴的样子。其实我真正的有很多问题还没解决…… 没有人可帮到我的。说是真的。唉～每天晚上，呆着ceiling… replaying我所做错的东西。想着…… 想着…… 思念着…… 就睡着了。每天都酱，没神经病才怪呢。>.<

我发现到我这个人很容易哭，有时很自私，人也是很胆小一下。为什么我说我自己自私呢？因为……

我在Jusco的新开的大众书局买了很多笔一下，全部g-soft牌（很便宜啊！）。我知道Iffah很喜欢拿我的笔来用，然后带回家，害到我回家的时候，找不到我的笔，只好用我妹妹的，很可怜。我也知道Iffah很喜欢g-soft牌的笔，所以我一直很担心他会拿我的笔回家慢慢用完它。你说，我自私吗？！

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10.05.2010 (7.11pm)

We Used To Be Best Friends

That's it. It's over. I don't know what the hell your problem is but I know that you不爽我。Oh no don't deny it. You don't like me anymore because you're jealous. Jealous of everything. Why don't you just… back off?! My business is so not your business! I don't know why I forgive you for making fun of my name. Don't deny that too. I heard it from the girl you hate- Christine Leong Wei Yen. At first I forgave u… cuz that time you haven't know me yet. We're still strangers at that time. Now I had removed you from my Favorites category. It's no surprise. I know you dun like me for my need of friends to do everything for me. I can change! Just give me a chance. But now's too late. Nobody can stand being with you, no matter what. You dun believe? Just look at yourself! You're a bad-tempered bitch! Always on PMS… I can't understand how that friend of yours can stand being with you… you're a bad-tempered girl! Always scolding your friends! Very soon friends will be leaving you. Trust me.

We're still "friends" and not enemies. You probably will be reading this and not knowing that it's you I'm talking about. But I will treat you differently… but nicely.

07.05.2010 (6.08pm)

友情永远…… 是真的吗？

不是，这是不一定是对的。（俐尧与其他的Pinklicious Girlz，我不是讲你们…… 妳们放心，我们的友情是永远的。）

但我其他的…… 我们的友情会接下去吗？比如说……

A和B在学校的第一天做了朋友，但四个月之后…… 他们的关系越来越…… 冷了. Is there anything to fix it?

So… what do you think? I need comments please!

05.05.2010 (4.57pm)

无聊小寿司

我好久好久没写部落格了…… 我知道。有点拍谢咯…… 呵呵～～

很闷啊…… 在学校还OK一点。不想2008年的时候…… 全部我的五年级朋友都窜死人！讨厌他们全部！！

伦慧燕讲我是不是有点不爽他一下？当然没有啦。

今天ICTL好无聊哦。连上Facebook都上不到…… 很闷！

今天羽毛球club没去…… 很懒惰去啊…… 让黄绣雯去吧。我才不要去叻。

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我觉得慧燕很醋叻…… 很大胆地才华语节睡觉…… 没给老师骂some more… 酱子才好嘛。这是学习的"好榜样"，我应该学他。哈哈～无聊。（"死Sushi!"）

不错不错。哈！

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还是很无聊哦。

不如吃点冰淇凌吧。谁要？

"我要！"

"我要！"

"我不要…… 的反义词！"

"Apa tu… bing qi ling?"

"Manalah ku tau…"

=="

拜拜！:-)

04.05.2010 (5.02pm)