♥担心♥

唉！我好担心啊！你们知道为什么吗？

……

我明天要去Tania的家，我的妈咪讲可以，但一定要读Sejarah & Science, 一课。

……

我当然是选最容易的啦！

Sejarah我选第4课…… 因为对我来说是很容易。

Science我就选Matter课……那课还算容易咯～

T.T

但是！我妈咪也要问我！而且是今天晚上问！妈的！担心到死！

而却他出题的是填充的哦…… 不是ABCD的……

惨咯…… 他讲如果他给我的小考的成绩不好……

明天不用去Tania的家……

唉～

♥

交换父母？

躲在我自己寂寞的世界里，在我房间的一个角落写部落格……

自从升上中学，当然会面对一些诱惑，比如每天都会看到朋友拿着手机，为人家发短信。他们的电话都很美。明明知道自己拥有一架电话是一种不可能的事情…… 心里还是一样地痒着要拥有一架手提电话。

看着朋友拿着电话听歌，心里也不禁羡慕他们，羡慕他们的父母肯为他们买下来一架百多块的电话…… 唉！

我与俐尧都在面对这种问题…… 每次想到这个，心里感到非常难受…… 好痛苦……

有时候，我怀疑为什么父母会替我们儿感到格外担心，失望。我知道，看着他们自己的女儿的朋友全部都考到很好，但自己的女儿滴成绩烂到死…… 没脸见人。:(

我也不想他们酱子嘛！爸，妈……妳们应该接受真正的我，不可以逼我读书，读到傻。你们不可以带着： “她的表姐表哥成绩样样好，全部SPM全科A+ … 为什么我的女儿不可以呢？”

……

我也不知道。

我知道，你们都很令我感到格外担心…… 我也不要你们过着担心的日子。妳们放心吧。But you can’t everyday force me to do something that I don’t like. I always hated doctors and lawyers… And I always pity dentists, having to look into other people’s disgusting mouth and then have to excuse themselves to the toilet so they can puke without anyone seeing them…

You guys wanted me to be a doctor… but I always thought that doctors are stuck-ups know-it-all… so… sorry to disappoint you guys… cuz I’m 100% not going to become a doctor.

This is my life… and I get to enjoy it my way.

So back-off. You’ll find yourselves feeling relieved for the first time sooner or later. :)

If only you know…

♥甜与苦♥

 哇哇哇…… 真不幸啊！我connect不到网！会不会那么不幸哦？！唉！

我真后悔下载那么多software… 自从我拿到Maxis Broadband, 就开始下载东西…… 现在reach了subscribed volume quota什么什么鬼…… 已经好多次了…… 呜呜呜～ 现在不知怎么办…… connect不到。他妈的～

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又是Christine!

耶（把这个字读 成怪人的时候。）！就是那个梁慧燕(Christine)咯！她从Iffah听，我这个星期日（八月一号）要和Iffah到Tania的家去玩，跟Tania与Kate偷偷地去The Mines看电影。你猜，Christine就讲什么？！她也要跟我们去！妈的！我死都不要跟她/带她去！Iffah跟我讲那个坏消息的时候，我很很很生气地说：“No! If she comes along, I won’t follow! D-:<” 然后Iffah就讲, “OK la… we figure something out la. What about we pretend that the outing is cancelled? Can?” 然后我就讲：“OK啦。嗯。Good idea. :|”

所以，明天我们打算跟Christine讲that因为Tania突然间有事要办，很忙，所以取消星期日的事。

还是…… 因为Christine不知道我们几点去Tania的家，所以我们可以偷偷地去Tania的家，不要管它（哎呀！是“她”，不是“它”。“不小心”哦……）。哈哈～ 我不知道啦。到明天才讲。呵呵～ ><

我真期待明天去学校，可以跟Christine讲“坏消息”！哈哈～ Can’t wait to see her face when we tell her the so-called “bad news”! >:-) (evil face here)

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哈哈！至少有开心的事啦！

还有！刚才我上到网，没事做，就在Skype找Justin Bieber & Miley Cyrus… 我找到了Miley Cyrus的Skype account!! 哇老！而且，不到几个小时后，她竟然accept了！哈哈～ 但是！我不可以跟你们讲他的Skype名字，因为我答应她不准跟人家讲她的Skype名字～ 妳们自己找吧！>< ♥

哈！而且，如果我碰到她Online的时候，就问Justin Bieber的Skype是什么名！哈！我很厉害！太幸运了！耶！哈哈～ ♥

而且我找到Justin Bieber的Skype了之后，我也不会跟你们讲的…… 因为Justin Bieber deserves his own privacy嘛…… 哈哈～ >< “呆死”！♥

XD (Place smirk and evil smile and face here) >:-) 哇哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！♥

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♥Justin Bieber♥

 

Cool, huh? >< ♥ Supah hawt!

I ♥ both of them!

♥

More About Me

Hi. :-)

Call me Sushi. If you’re my friend.

I hate making decisions when I don’t have to.

I listen to the same songs over again until I get bored.

I hate womanizers and playboys.

I’m lazy… but neat.

Michael Jackson, Justin Bieber, Miley Cyrus and Taylor Swift rocks.

I hate Selena Homeass. (I mean, Gomez.)

I think Kim Kardashian and Katy Perry are the coolest celebrities ever.

I grew up in Melaka.

I have a grand step-cousin who’s from England. Seriously.

Sometimes I would just say “Whatever”… but actually I do care deep down inside.

I hate it when girls start drama. I really hate it.

Sometimes I wonder if I’m starting to be a Muslim. I mean, I’m tanned (LOL) and I mutter: “Oh mak engkau” if I dropped something on accident. :)

I am friends with a celebrity-Iffah bt Amzan. Seriously.

Oh yeah, my name’s Saw Shi Ying. ;)

Ooh-La-La!

NO LEATHER!

我找不到Sam的照片～

呜呜～ 我找不到Sam的照片，对不起…… 哈哈～ 我在马六甲有剪了头发…… 我不喜欢…… 哈哈～ 不用紧的啦…… 呵呵～ 还会变长的嘛…… 呼呼～ 今天很累…… 我在马六甲偷了我阿姨的口红…… 嘻嘻嘻～ （不要跟他讲啊。）><

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I Love My BFFs

The Pinklicious Girlz are...

Yeah! We're besties forever! Hahahaha~

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I Love You Bieber!!

You have no idea Justin how much I love you!!! ♥ I dunno if you're reading this a not... I just wanna tell you something... please come to Malaysia! Please! I beg you!!! ♥ Pls follow me at Twitter! Please!! ♥

马六甲

我现在在等着我的爸爸从做工回来…… 因为，等一下我们要去马六甲！耶！哈哈～ 很兴奋哦！:D OK, cool down... 呵呵～ 我终于也可以Prove我有一个干表哥，名叫Sam. 他从英国出生的，现在住在Australia. 我从小去马六甲的时候一直看到他。（不是一直啦…… 他因为有时要回去英国探望他的婆婆，所以没办法drop-by马来西亚住几个星期。） 而且他的照片在马六甲呢！我回来时候，希望没有忘记带他的照片回来。如果我没忘的话，我就把他的照片scan进电脑，post给你们看！我有证据的！Christine因为不相信我，我就很生气！我要他相信我！我是有证据的！哈哈～ 我真期待看到他的脸when我show他Sam的照片！嗯！You go girl! Yeah! >< ——寿司颖颖

闷死人啦……

整天上Facebook… 闷死人了…… 人家的部落格都看完了哦…… 也没功课做…… 几想尖叫！:P

What Else?!

“Three grand step-cousins from England… A step-grandaunt from England… an two cousins from Penang that are Christians with a really long name… what else? A Cambodian maid??”

“Yes.”

“Aw come on! You kidding me?!”

“Nope.”

Yup. That’s right. I got a Cambodian maid. She’s really cute. And Iffah just missed a chance of seeing her! Even though she had promised me that she would come to my house! >;-(

Haha… I’m not that angry… and I’m not that tired either. Already. It’s just that it’s really hot in here and I could use a cup of brain-freezing Slurpee from 7-Eleven!

Well, gotta go have a shower now. 88 :))

One Less Lonely Girl

It’s Not Me, It’s You

”唉！为什么妳到现在还不接受每个人都讨厌妳叻？连Fatihah也不喜欢妳叻；Yong Wen也讲妳很“三八”呢。

妳还敢敢叫Iffah跟我绝交哇！难道妳也不知道Iffah也讨厌妳吗？！为什么妳不要接受that每个人都讨厌妳叻？！妳这小子！那么笨蛋！看看下面的字，it’s my message to you.You want to know why people hate you so much?! Take a look at this!!

Look inside, look inside your tiny mind and look a bit harder to see that we’re so uninspired, so sick and tired of all the hatred you harbor. (It’s true isn't it?!)

So I say, it’s not okay to be friends ‘cause I think you’re just bitchy.

You’re just some “lady” who can’t keep a promise…

You’re point of view is medieval…

Fuck you! Fuck you very, very much…

‘Cause we hate hate who you are, and we hate your whole crew so please stop staying in touch…

Fuck you! Fuck you very, very much…

‘Cause your words don’t translate and it’s getting quite late so please stop staying in touch.

Do you get, do you get a little KICK out of being slow minded? (You ARE slow minded of not accepting the fact that almost every Chinese in class hates you!)

You want to be accepted, it’s approval you’re after, but that’s not how you find it.

Do you, do you really enjoy living a life that’s so hateful? ‘Cause the way you social, girl you’re losing control of it… and it’s really distasteful…

Fuck you! Fuck you very, very much…

‘Cause we hate what you do, and we hate the whole you so please don’t stop staying in touch…

Fuck you! Fuck you very, very much…

‘Cause we’re sworn enemies… and you so hate me too so please stop staying in touch…

Fuck you…

You say, we need to go to war while you’re already in one…

'Cause there’s people like you who needs to get kicked… no one wants your opinion…

Fuck you! Fuck you very, very much…

‘Cause we hate the whole you and we hate what you do… So PLEASE stop staying in touch…

Fuck you! Fuck you very, very much…

‘Cause you’re so annoying and we hate what you say so please stop staying in touch…

Fuck you!

It’s true! No one even wants you to join us in recess and when we’re having lunch! Jesus! Can’t you accept it?! So don’t think that we’re okay that you’re in our table. Just mix with Santhira and Thusa. You hate Santhira too… but you know you have no friends so stop acting that Santhira is your friend. You told me yourself that you hate Santhira! And by the way, don’t even think about me walking with you when school is over! I dreaded it! I dreaded sitting with you! I dreaded seeing your stinking face! I hate the way that you blink thrice almost every two seconds! Just stop mixing with me! Please! And don’t even think about me sitting with you during KH, Moral and Chinese class. You know that I hate to say “No” even if I really hate you. But you’re a coward! You don’t like being alone without friends! That’s why you want to show people that you at least have one friend by forcing me to do every single stinking thing with you! I really hate you! Just fuck off and be gone for good! FUCK OFF!

You’re already in a war, we’re so sworn enemies, and I know you hate me too… so stop pretending that we’re friends! By the way, KEEP YOUR COMMENTS TO YOURSELF! No one wants your opinion! NO ONE! For goodness sake for the last time, PLEASE ACCEPT THAT EVERYONE HATES YOU. THANK YOU. AND PLEASE DON’T TRY TO TALK IFFAH BY BEING FRIENDS WITH YOU, SHE HATES YOU TOO. SERIOUSLY.

Just get out of my life and everything will be settled. I just can’t understand why you can’t accept the fact that almost every Chinese in class hates you.

By the way, you’re lucky that I hate to break promises. So no one knows who you like… yet. The more you avoid seeing me or talking to me or even sitting with me, the safer your secret gets. So… get lost. Or else I’ll tell him that you like him… no matter how ugly he gets. GET LOST.

Okay, if you still don’t get why people hate you, keep reading.

1) You’re annoying

2) Your honest comments straight from your heart sometimes hurt one’s feelings. So think before you open your big mouth.

3) I don’t know if you get jealous easily or not. But if you do, don’t show it.

4) Stop being so crazy.

5) You’re really, really, really, ugly when you turn to a Sharpay that likes screaming. The way you screw up your face and scream and your voice just simply cracks for nothing freaks people away.

6) Stop screaming.

7) Don’t take this the wrong way, but everyone says you look like an old auntie.

8) Stop blinking your eyes for every two seconds for your sake.

9) Answer when people calls you. Immediately.

10) Don’t act like being friends with the people that hates you. You don’t want to get your face punched when they lose control.

11) Cut out the gossip.

12) People don’t care about you… so it’s no use to say the things that you have your house… where you go to… just don’t boast. It’ll be a waste.

13) Lun Huei Yen thinks that when every time you choke, it’s not because of food that choke you, it’s because you put on a stupid Bahasa Rojak slang and you can’t help but choke. Not my business.

14) Yee Li is mad at you for telling me who she likes. But is relieved that I swore that I wouldn’t tell anyone.

And you want to know why I think about you?

1) You’re ugly. (see? You want my comment? I’ll give you my comment. It hurts right?)

2) You look like an auntie.

3) You blink for a few times for every two seconds.

4) You know when that time, when the teacher gets impressed of Iffah, don’t say some thing else to get the teacher impressed at you too, boaster.

5) You mix with me and the others anyway and pretend that you’re friends with them. Even if you don’t really like them. ‘Cause you know that you need friends so the best way is to pretend to be friends with them.

6) If you don’t believe something, don’t kill yourself just to find proof.

7) When you’re sitting with my friends at the Koperasi table, no one even talks to you. They pretend that you’re invisible… so, what to do? “Never mind, I still got Santhira & Thusa to talk to. I better get going. Bye!” that’s you, by the way.

7) At least say “Thank you” when someone do something for you.

8) And I dunno why you suddenly want to join me and the others at the Koperasi table. Normally you join the other Muslim and the Indians in our class. But now you just invite yourself in… what’s your problem?! Don’t invite yourself in. You know you’re not welcome, but you still crash in. So fuck off. No one is friends with you anyway and you don’t have anyone else to talk to. But you hate to be looking alone. So you try to find something to talk about… just to let other lonely people see “Nah! I got friends ah! What about you??!

9) You know the first time you join us to eat together, we were all like, “Err… why is Christine doing here? She’s not really welcome to eat with us.” and exchanging awkward glances. And then we shrug to the thought. I’m telling the truth. And we’re not free to talk about what we usually talk about with you around.

The people who hate you are:

1. Me
2. Iffah
3. Tee Wen Hui
4. Fatihah
5. Law Seok Shin
6. Yong Wen
7. Amanda Lit Yuen May (remember her?)
8. Tan Yee Li
9. Ng Man Yee
10. Chin Yee Shen
11. Mong Xin Ying

I haven’t ask the boys leh~ :) :) :)

11~ people~ who~ hate~ you, Christine…~!! Oh, you can hate me too. That will be better.

Go on! Scold me! Call me a bitch! I don’t care! 'Cause I never cared about you. AND NEVER WILL.

OMG

唉！真不幸！This is an absolute disaster! You guys know what? … MY MOM IS SIGNING UP FOR FACEBOOK!!! I know!! OMG!!! I’m so freaked out right now! I mean, I’m already suffering being in home already… with my parents… and my sister… and my maid… and the four walls that seemed to stare right back at me. I know, creepy! Having two aunts who have Facebook is bad enough! For I need to save every single damn setting into: “Show all except: Lay Neo Lee, Kirsten Lee” so they won’t know what’s going on between my life at school and with my darling girlfriends. And I really do hope that my mum won’t say stupid (and private) stuff about me to my friends at Facebook. They have the right to forbid me to do something, and I have the right to forbid them to do something too, right?! Well, I forbid them to add my friends as a friend of theirs on Facebook, and I forbid them to say embarrassing, stupid, ridiculous, and stupid stuff about to my friends. Having two aunts who have Facebook is bad enough (Oops, I do realize that I had mentioned that earlier. But it doesn’t matter.) Well! Just for my safety, I’d better not be a friend of my mum on Facebook. Just for the sake of my face and the sake of my happiness. Seriously. I’d rather stay at home forever than see my mum interfere my relationship with my friends. And, I forgot to tell you guys that when Wen Hui came to my house, my mum treated Wen Hui as her best friend. I mean, come on! She’s my friend! Not my mum’s! She does not have the right to be friends with her at all. I tell you! To my calculations, adults and young adults like me can never be friends, for they never had much in common! Adults don’t gossip, we do. Adults hate loud noises, for us? Huh! The louder the better! Adults hate loud music. They look horrid wearing the clothes we like. They look so boring wearing the clothes they like, too! Face the fact, mother. You’ll never understand me. No matter how much you even try. We’re never meant to be best friends. So stop it, just… STOP! I hate it! The more progress you put in, the worse it gets. So stop. For the sake of your own daughter that you say you “love”.

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New Videos are Finally Showing on Hitz.FM (Astro 705)

New videos are finally showing on Hitz.FM (Astro 705) like Rihanna’s “Rude Boy” and IyaZ’s “Solo” on Music Factory. >.< ^^ :) :)

Gaga’s “Alejandro” is truly the only exception!

When I was younger I saw my daddy cry and cursed at the wind. He broke his own heart as I watched as he tried to reassemble it. And my momma swore that she would never let herself forget. And that was the day that I promised I would never sing of love as it never exists.

What is the meaning of this quote? I often think about this often. There’s no use liking a song when you don't know what’s the meaning of it.

This is a song called “The Only Exception” sang by the band Paramore. I love them! Their rock music is the bestest ever. But this isn’t rock. It’s a solo-soul by the band leader-Hayley Williams.

I heard this song on MTV. As soon as I hear their guitar rhythm, I immediately knew this song will be one of a kind. >.< :)

I love Hayley Williams! You rock, Hayley! >< :) :)

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I’m now listening to Lady Gaga’s “Alejandro” on Hitz.FM Top 40 with Adam. I love the song too. I mean, it’s like an Indie style, with a slight of Italian and Pop… and Latin! I just love it! Nice one, Gaga! >.< :) :)

“You know that I love you boy, hot like Mexico rejoice…” >.< :) :)

<3 <3 <3 ^^

Font: Kristen ITC, Giddyup Std with Bold

Hitz. FM Top 40 with Adam. (Hitz.FM’s Top 5!!)

5) Smile by Uncle Kracker

4) Your Love Is My Drug by Ke$ha (What you got boy, it’s hard to find… haha~)

3) The Empire State of Mind by Alicia Keys

2) Impossible by Shontelle (this song isn’t really new, I heard it before the mid-year holidays)

1) Live Like We’re Dying by Kris Allen (what?! I thought that song had been over since a few months ago! Oh, well.)

By the way, Jason Derulo is coming! First Usher, then Jason! OMG!!! What next?! Justin Bieber?!

P.S. Drake has released a new single! Check it out on Rick.com!!

Never Say Never

Never Say Never…

See I never thought that I could walk through fire.
I never thought that I could take the burn.

I never had the strength to take it higher,
until I reached the point of no return.

And there's just no turning back,
When your hearts under attack,
Gonna give everything I have,
It's my destiny.

I will never say never! (I will fight)
I will fight till forever! (Make it right)
Whenever you knock me down,
I will not stay on the ground.
Pick it up,
Pick it up,
Pick it up,
Pick it up up up,
And never say never.

I never thought I could feel this power.
I never thought that I could feel this free.

I'm strong enough to climb the highest tower.
And I'm fast enough to run across the sea.

And there's just no turning back,
When your hearts under attack,
Gonna give everything I have,
Cause this is my destiny.

I will never say never! (I will fight)
I will fight till forever! (Make it right)
Whenever you knock me down,
I will not stay on the ground.
Pick it up,
Pick it up,
Pick it up,
Pick it up, up, up,
And never say never.

Here we go!

Guess who?

JSmith and JB!

I gotcha lil’ bro.

I can handle him.
Hold up, aight?
I can handle him.

Now he's bigger than me,
Taller than me.
And he's older than me,
And stronger than me.
And his arms a little bit longer than me.

But he ain't on a JB song with me!

I be trying a chill
they be trying to side with the thrill.

No pun intended, was raised by the power of Will.

Like Luke with the force, when push comes to shove.
Like Cobe with the 4th, ice water with blood.

I gotta be the best, and yes
we’re the flyest.
Like David and Goliath,
I conquered the giant.
So now I got the world in my hand,
I was born from two stars
So the moon's where I land.
I’m gone…

I will never say never! (I will fight)
I will fight till forever! (Make it right)
Whenever you knock me down,
I will not stay on the ground.
Pick it up,
Pick it up,
Pick it up,
Pick it up, up, up,
And never say never.

I will never say never! (I will fight)
I will fight till forever! (Make it right)
Whenever you knock me down,
I will not stay on the ground.
Pick it up,
Pick it up,
Pick it up,
Pick it up, up, up,
and never say never.

A true legend… JSmith and JB (Jaden Smith & Justin Bieber)

Billionaire

[Bruno Mars]
I wanna be a billionaire so freaking bad
Buy all of the things I never had
Uh, I wanna be on the cover of Forbes magazine
Smiling next to Oprah and the Queen

[Chorus]
Oh every time I close my eyes
I see my name in shining lights…Yeah~
A different city every night oh
I swear the world better prepare
For when I’m a billionaire

[Travis "Travie" McCoy]
Yeah I would have a show like Oprah
I would be the host of, everyday Christmas
Give Travie a wish list
I’d probably pull an Angelina and Brad Pitt
And adopt a bunch of babies that ain’t never had sh-t
Give away a few Mercedes like here lady have this
And last but not least grant somebody their last wish
It’s been a couple months since I’ve single so
You can call me Travie Claus minus the Ho Ho
Get it, hehe, I’d probably visit where Katrina hit
And damn sure do a lot more than FEMA did
Yeah can’t forget about me stupid
Everywhere I go I’mma have my own theme music

[Chorus]
Oh every time I close my eyes
I see my name in shining lights
A different city every night oh
I swear the world better prepare
For when I’m a billionaire
Oh oooh oh oooh for when I’m a Billionaire
Oh oooh oh oooh for when I’m a Billionaire

[Travis "Travie" McCoy]
I’ll be playing basketball with the President
Dunking on his delegates
Then I’ll compliment him on his political etiquette
Toss a couple milli in the air just for the heck of it
But keep the fives, twenty’s (?) completely separate
And yeah I’ll be in a whole new tax bracket
We in recession but let me take a crack at it
I’ll probably take whatever’s left and just split it up
So everybody that I love can have a couple bucks
And not a single tummy around me would know what hungry was
Eating good sleeping soundly
I know we all have a similar dream
Go in your pocket pull out your wallet
And put it in the air and sing

[Bruno Mars]
I wanna be a billionaire so freaking bad
Buy all of the things I never had
Uh, I wanna be on the cover of Forbes magazine
Smiling next to Oprah and the Queen

[Chorus]
I wanna be a billionaire so freaking bad!

好想睡 zzZ

呜呜呜～ 我现在很想睡呐！现在，我在等着Iffah来我家… 她都还没有到…… 累死我了…… 气死我了！唉！等一下我要睡到好好的…… 哦呵呵呵呵～

而且明天必须要去BSMM呢…… 唉！好累呀呀呀呀！

zzzZ~

According to You

According to you
I'm stupid,
I'm useless,
I can't do anything right.

According to you
I'm difficult,
hard to please,
forever changing my mind.

I'm a mess in a dress,
Can't show up on time,
Even if it would save my life.

According to you,
According to you.

But according to him
I'm beautiful,
incredible;
He can't get me out of his head.

According to him
I'm funny,
Irresistible,
Everything he ever wanted.

Everything is opposite,
I don't feel like stopping it,
So baby tell me what I got to lose.
He's into me for everything I'm not,
According to you.

According to you
I'm boring,
I'm moody,
You can't take me any place.

According to you
I suck at telling jokes because I always give it away.

I'm the girl with the worst attention span;
You're the boy who puts up with it.

According to you,
according to you.

But according to him
I'm beautiful,
incredible;
He can't get me out of his head.

According to him
I'm funny,
Irresistible,
Everything he ever wanted.

Everything is opposite,
I don't feel like stopping it,
So baby tell me what I got to lose.
He's into me for everything I'm not,
According to you.

I need to feel appreciated,
like I'm not hated. Oh-- no—.

Why can't you see me through his eyes?
It's too bad you're making me decide.

According to me
you’re stupid,
you’re useless,
you can't do anything right.But according to him
I'm beautiful,
incredible;
He can't get me out of his head.

According to him
I'm funny,
Irresistible,
Everything he ever wanted.

Everything is opposite,
I don't feel like stopping it,
Baby tell me what I got to lose.
He's into me for everything I'm not,
According to you.

According to you.

According to you…
I'm stupid,
I'm useless,
I can't do anything right.

Need You Now

Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor
Reaching for the phone 'cause I can't fight it anymore

And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

Another shot of whiskey can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before

And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

Whoa

Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all

It's a quarter after one I'm all alone and I need you now
And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

I just need you now

Ooh, baby, I need you now

The Only Exception

When I was younger
I saw my daddy cry
And curse at the wind
He broke his own heart
And I watched
As he tried to reassemble it

And my momma swore that
She would never let herself forget
And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love
If it does not exist

But darling,
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

Maybe I know, somewhere
Deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways
To make it alone
Keep a straight face

And I've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable, distance
And up until now
I had sworn to myself that I'm
Content with loneliness
Because none of it was ever worth the risk

Well, You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

I've got a tight grip on reality
But I can't
Let go of what's in front of me here
I know you're leaving
In the morning, when you wake up
Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream

Ohh---

You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

And I'm on my way to believing

Oh, And I'm on my way to believing

Can’t Be Tamed

For those who don't know me, I can get a bit crazy
Have to get my way, 24 hours a day
'Cause I'm hot like that
Every guy everywhere just gives me mad attention
Like I'm under inspection, I always get the 10s
'Cause I'm built like that
I go through guys like money flying' out their hands
They try to change me but they realize they can't
And every tomorrow is a day I never planned
If you're gonna be my man, understand

[Chorus]
I can't be tamed, I can't be saved
I can't be blamed, I can't, can't
I can't be tamed, I can't be changed
I can't be saved, I can't be (can't be)
I can't be tamed

If I see my reflection about my intentions
I'll tell ya I'm not here to sell ya
Or tell ya to get to hell
I'm like a puzzle but all of my pieces are jagged
If you can understand this, we can make some magic
I'm on like that

I wanna fly I wanna drive I wanna go
I wanna be a part of something I don't know
And if you try to hold me back I might explode
Baby by now you should know

[Chorus]
I can't be tamed, I can't be saved
I can't be blamed, I can't, can't
I can't be tamed, I can't be changed
I can't be saved, I can't be (can't be)
I can't be tamed
I'm not a trick you play, I ride a different way
I'm not a mistake, I'm not a fake, It's set in my DNA
Don't change me (x4)

(I can't be tamed)

I wanna fly I wanna drive I wanna go
I wanna be a part of something I don’t know
And if you try to hold me back I might explode
Baby by now you should know

[Chorus]
I can't be tamed, I can't be saved
I can't be blamed, I can't, can't
I can't be tamed, I can't be changed
I can't be saved, I can't be (can't be)
I can't be tamed

When I Look At You

Everybody needs inspiration
Everybody needs a song
Beautiful melody, when the nights so long

Cause there is no guarantee
That this life is easy (Yeah)

When my world is falling apart,
When there is no light to break up the dark
That's when I (I) look at you

When the waves are flooding the shore and I
Can't find my way home anymore
That's when I (I) look at you

When I look at you

I see forgiveness, I see the truth
You love me for who I am like the stars
Hold the moon

Right there where they belong and I know
I'm not alone (Yeah)
When my world is falling apart,
When there is no light to break up the dark
That's when I (I) look at you

When the waves are flooding the shore and I
Can't find my way home anymore
That's when I (I) look at you

When the waves are flooding the shore and I
Can't find my way home anymore
That's when I (I) look at you

You appear just like a dream to me
Just like a kaleidoscope colors that cover me

All I need every breath that I breathe
Don't you know you're beautiful (Yeah, Yeah)

When the waves are flooding the shore and I
Can't find my way home anymore
That's when I (I) look at you

You appear just like a dream to me.

昨天

昨天，有BSMM, 一定要玩什么什么鬼游戏，有关于IQ的。讨厌到死！我们在学校的范围跑来跑去…… 唉！好累呀呀呀！

要回家的时候，雯惠跟着我回家，在我家玩，玩到3点多…… 哈哈～ 最开心的星期六！

我们有听音乐，吃Domino’s… 吃到饱饱的…… 呵呵～

下着雨……

雨，一点一滴地下着…… 呜～ 老天爷真恶心，明明知道等下我寿司颖颖要上网的…… 但偏偏在这个时候下雨～ 不可以早上才下的吗？！

唉！算了吧…… 反正我很累也是啦！

我不知道为什么我会那么累～ 几想睡个觉罢了。

……

不停地打哈欠～ 唉……

真累～

伦慧燕：“去睡啦！”

我：“不要…… 现在睡，等下就不好睡了啦……”

伦慧燕：“唉～ Degil…”

我：“哇咔咔卡～XD 唔…… 哈～ 又在打哈欠～”

伦慧燕：“唔…… >_<”

真正的天堂

“在哪里才是真正的天堂呢？”我经常问我自己这道问题。学校？在家里？或者在你爱的人的怀里？（这个吴敏仪姐肯定会选的。呵呵。）

我想了。在家里，给父母骂，打。给妹妹欺负，给姑婆骂，要洗碗碟。在学校里呢，maybe会被老师打，但还有你的朋友comfort你啊！是？在家里，至少有你的电视，电脑来安慰你罢了。呵呵呵呵～

我不知道你们的选择是什么…… 所一我leave你们comment咯！你们要留言哦。^^

对我，学校才是天堂…… 我有时只要住住舍，就好了。我就满足了！为什么？不用被父母，姐妹兄弟们欺负，挨骂，打嘛！而却可以和朋友呢。不用看到他们的Bloody脸！我不是不爱他们，而是很不喜欢他们！每天读小说一下都不可以！一定要时时刻刻读书！读什么鬼书呢？！考试读完了（不是100%啦。）真是的！Give me a break la! I’m not born for being treated like mud! Dude, SERIOUSLY! I know you’re all my parents and I need to respect you. But that doesn’t mean that you don’t have to respect me. You said you guys want the best for me! Oh, no thank you because I already have the best with me--my friends, music, my guitar. That’s all I wanted right now. You want me happy? Then don’t treat me like I’m Miss. Know-It-All-and-So-Clever Junior.

Dad, you can’t just… expect me to pass all my tests with flying colors! I don’t want to be the dork\geek in my class! The class already have one! Not one, but six! Jesus! They’re so immature! Flying airplanes around and around and then when the test results are out, you get jaw-dropping results! Jesus! And please don’t expect me to be like all your brothers and sisters. I know they all became doctors and dentists and more doctors and more dentists… (UGH. Just imagine the sight of a fat guy’s mouth… yo dentists, you wanna witness inside their mouth? Hey, got any brain? I’ll probably puke immediately after just one sight! So forget about it!)

Maybe I’m not interested in Science and Math. No, not “maybe”, really, I know that Science and Math are lame! So you can’t expect me to become some one that I really don’t look forward to!

Stop it! Just stop controlling my happiness! I wanna be who I want and what I wanna be when I grow up! I wanna be free out of your freaking protection!

I want others to look up to me the way I look up to others.

Don’t you understand?

Down to Earth

I never thought that it’d be easy
Cause we’re both so distance now
And the walls are closing in on us
And we're wondering how
No one has a solid answer
But just walking in the dark
And you can see the look on my face
It just tears me apart
So we fight (so we fight) through the hurt (through the hurt)
And we cry (and cry and cry and cry)
And we live (and we live) and we learn (and we learn)
And we try and try and try and try
So it’s up to to you and it’s up to me
That we meet in our middle
On our way back down to earth
Down to earth down to earth
On our way back down to earth
(back down to earth - repeat)
Mommy you'll always and somewhere
And daddy I live outta down
So tell me how could I ever be normal somehow
You tell me this is for the best
So tell me why am I in tears
So far away and now I just need you here
So we fight (so we fight) through the hurt (through the hurt)
And we cry (and cry and cry and cry)
And we live (and we live) and we learn (and we learn)
And we try and try and try and try
So it’s up to to you and it’s up to me
That we meet in our middle way
On our way back down to earth
Down to earth down to earth
On our way back down to earth
(back down to earth - repeat)
We fell so far away from where we used to be
Now we're standing and where do we go?
When there's no road to get to your heart
Let's start over again
So it’s up to to you and it’s up to me
That we meet in our middle way
On our way back down to earth
Down to earth down to earth
On our way back down to earth
(back down to earth - repeat)
I never thought that it be easy
Cause we both so distance now
And the walls are closing in on us
And we're wondering how…”

You know what Justin Bieber’s singing about? Well…

His parents spilt up at the age of 10 months old! He wrote this song to his parents… it’s already really sad… but I don’t think his real sadness can be described with words and ink… It’s indescribable!

Imagine it, not having a happy family just at the age of 10 months old only… you can’t even talk that time! (He wrote this song last year…)

I feel so sorry for him! I wish I could comfort him and tell him that everything will be okay… for his fans will always be there for him… no matter what… and to let him know that he will never be alone… He got his fans! Justin, just look down your chest and a little to the left, that’s the place where your fans will be. Remember, you are not alone… for your fans will be always here for you no matter what! ;)

投诉

到了Geografi节，1 Cekalの科学老师（她并不是我们の科学老师，因为我们の科学老师怀孕了，生了，还在医院，所以她就是我们の科学老师for two months.) 代课。但，她用了一节来骂我们，一节来教我们。

你们知道她骂我们什么吗？

……

原来，有人在家长日の时候 （就是昨天咯。），向老师投诉that我们の科学老师不会教书，所以同学不明白老师在讲什么。

After all that gossip, 真相终于愿意被发现到了。原来，是张优祥，Khaw Wei Kit与他们のgang向Pn Tan （逼我们捐钱の老师。讨厌她到……））投诉that科学老师不够好啦…… bla bla bla~ 然后，Puan Tan就向校长大人那些来投诉，使到科学老师哭泣，使到她不可以教科学了（好像是，我并不清楚。）。

At first, 每个人都以为是Christine Leong办的（那并不是令人惊讶の事。因为10个人在我班上都讨厌她，包括Iffah和我，Fatihah Ory, 刘淑沁和郑雯惠。）

最惊讶の事是，that这次のdisaster并不是Christine Leong做の。

毕

The 11 Things That I Can’t Live Without

1. My Parents (even that I don’t like them.)
2. Money (Duh!)
3. Air
4. Water
5. Food
6. The Pinklicious Girlz (they’re not my friends, they’re my best friends.)
7. My Friends
8. Knowledge
9. Music (“Who doesn’t like music?” “Hobos.” “Hmm… Good point.”)
10. Singers (No singers, no music! No music, my life is tuneless!”)
11. Black, White, Purple, and Pink (I don’t want my life to be colorless.)

31/33

我拿到第31名！好差啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊！呜呜呜～ 我要好好地用功读书了…不可以整天上网了啊！

我到了学校之后，我都很兴奋，因为可以见到我の朋友…… 没想到，一踏入学校之后，只见到黄绣雯，伦慧燕，吴敏仪…… 还有三只猪（张优祥，Brian, 还有廖俊豪）。

我の老师对我妈咪讲，that我在班上没有disiplinの问题，tulisan also sangat kemas… 很乖，但我应该做多国文练习，使我のpenulisan进步。我妈咪呢，一直complain老师只给学生做Pembentangan，但没有讲解，所以学生不知道他们在bentang什么鬼屁。OK?

我只怕，我の爸爸会太失望我拿到31名，而没想好来就抢走我の电脑，和我のMaxis Broadband… and unplug my life with just one signature claiming: “Are you sure you want to unsubscribe the Maxis Broadband?”

OMG. 好怕啊啊啊啊。没有Maxis Broadband与电脑，我怎样跟我の朋友们（俐尧她们Pinklicious Girlz) 联络和写我の心爱の部落格？！唉！真担心！

祝我好运哦…… :(

明天是家长日

呜呜呜～ 明天是家长日啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊！唉～ 好紧张！我不知道Cikgu Nor Akmal会对我的家长讲些什么！唉！呜呜呜～ 帮帮我啊…… 祝我好运哦！T.T :(

iTunes

Look guys, I just downloaded a Player software- iTunes. Ever heard of it? I’ll show you guys some of the pictures that I had captured using PhotoScape.

Here’s the iTunes Music Section…

And this is the iTunes Cover Flow View…

And here’s my favorite… it’s like a slide show… and you can view it in full screen too by clicking this button:

  It’s too cool to be true! ><

 

Here’s the iTunes Genius… (you have to be connected to the Internet to view it. But it’s still cool!)

You can switch to the iTunes Mini Player by clicking “View”.

 

Here’s the Movies section…

Here’s the Playlists List…

And the Podcasts…

You can listen to the Radio too! Like Hitz.FM… My FM… Bla~ (you must be connected to the Internet to listen…)

Here’s the iTunes Store… (you must be connected to the Internet to view it.)

You can add TV Show to your library too!

So… if you guys are interested, you can download it in http://www.iTunes.com/. This software is also available in Chinese too! (Much to everyone’s relief! ><)

Nice? (Down Below ><)

Music ROX Baby!! YEAH~ ♥♥♥♥♥

乱发脾气— 最讨厌！

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自从我の女佣balik kampung之后，整间家都变topsy-turvy了啦！本来，扫地、洗碗、抹地……通通给我の女佣做の！哗!

现在, 呜呜呜~ 通通给我の姑婆与妈咪做. 就是因为忙着赶完做家务，才无端端乱乱发脾气！我现在，慢慢地，都很讨厌从学校回家！唉！很倒霉！

毕

看着我们の合照，我笑了。

我在电脑里不小心看到了 1 Cekal の照片…… 庆祝 Cik Suakma の~

 

我看到了“猪”～

Ooops! 我不小心藏掉了Christine的脸！

Sufina & Mii

 

 

Preem & Sufina~

 

哇～ 我们班上的“杰作”！厉害叻～？

 

== 不知道谁画的？但很可爱哦！

 

Miss u leh~

哈哈～ 你看看christine的脸？XD