When I Look At You

Everybody needs inspiration
Everybody needs a song
Beautiful melody, when the nights so long

Cause there is no guarantee
That this life is easy (Yeah)

When my world is falling apart,
When there is no light to break up the dark
That's when I (I) look at you

When the waves are flooding the shore and I
Can't find my way home anymore
That's when I (I) look at you

When I look at you

I see forgiveness, I see the truth
You love me for who I am like the stars
Hold the moon

Right there where they belong and I know
I'm not alone (Yeah)
When my world is falling apart,
When there is no light to break up the dark
That's when I (I) look at you

When the waves are flooding the shore and I
Can't find my way home anymore
That's when I (I) look at you

When the waves are flooding the shore and I
Can't find my way home anymore
That's when I (I) look at you

You appear just like a dream to me
Just like a kaleidoscope colors that cover me

All I need every breath that I breathe
Don't you know you're beautiful (Yeah, Yeah)

When the waves are flooding the shore and I
Can't find my way home anymore
That's when I (I) look at you

You appear just like a dream to me.

昨天

昨天，有BSMM, 一定要玩什么什么鬼游戏，有关于IQ的。讨厌到死！我们在学校的范围跑来跑去…… 唉！好累呀呀呀！

要回家的时候，雯惠跟着我回家，在我家玩，玩到3点多…… 哈哈～ 最开心的星期六！

我们有听音乐，吃Domino’s… 吃到饱饱的…… 呵呵～

下着雨……

雨，一点一滴地下着…… 呜～ 老天爷真恶心，明明知道等下我寿司颖颖要上网的…… 但偏偏在这个时候下雨～ 不可以早上才下的吗？！

唉！算了吧…… 反正我很累也是啦！

我不知道为什么我会那么累～ 几想睡个觉罢了。

……

不停地打哈欠～ 唉……

真累～

伦慧燕：“去睡啦！”

我：“不要…… 现在睡，等下就不好睡了啦……”

伦慧燕：“唉～ Degil…”

我：“哇咔咔卡～XD 唔…… 哈～ 又在打哈欠～”

伦慧燕：“唔…… >_<”

真正的天堂

“在哪里才是真正的天堂呢？”我经常问我自己这道问题。学校？在家里？或者在你爱的人的怀里？（这个吴敏仪姐肯定会选的。呵呵。）

我想了。在家里，给父母骂，打。给妹妹欺负，给姑婆骂，要洗碗碟。在学校里呢，maybe会被老师打，但还有你的朋友comfort你啊！是？在家里，至少有你的电视，电脑来安慰你罢了。呵呵呵呵～

我不知道你们的选择是什么…… 所一我leave你们comment咯！你们要留言哦。^^

对我，学校才是天堂…… 我有时只要住住舍，就好了。我就满足了！为什么？不用被父母，姐妹兄弟们欺负，挨骂，打嘛！而却可以和朋友呢。不用看到他们的Bloody脸！我不是不爱他们，而是很不喜欢他们！每天读小说一下都不可以！一定要时时刻刻读书！读什么鬼书呢？！考试读完了（不是100%啦。）真是的！Give me a break la! I’m not born for being treated like mud! Dude, SERIOUSLY! I know you’re all my parents and I need to respect you. But that doesn’t mean that you don’t have to respect me. You said you guys want the best for me! Oh, no thank you because I already have the best with me--my friends, music, my guitar. That’s all I wanted right now. You want me happy? Then don’t treat me like I’m Miss. Know-It-All-and-So-Clever Junior.

Dad, you can’t just… expect me to pass all my tests with flying colors! I don’t want to be the dork\geek in my class! The class already have one! Not one, but six! Jesus! They’re so immature! Flying airplanes around and around and then when the test results are out, you get jaw-dropping results! Jesus! And please don’t expect me to be like all your brothers and sisters. I know they all became doctors and dentists and more doctors and more dentists… (UGH. Just imagine the sight of a fat guy’s mouth… yo dentists, you wanna witness inside their mouth? Hey, got any brain? I’ll probably puke immediately after just one sight! So forget about it!)

Maybe I’m not interested in Science and Math. No, not “maybe”, really, I know that Science and Math are lame! So you can’t expect me to become some one that I really don’t look forward to!

Stop it! Just stop controlling my happiness! I wanna be who I want and what I wanna be when I grow up! I wanna be free out of your freaking protection!

I want others to look up to me the way I look up to others.

Don’t you understand?

Down to Earth

I never thought that it’d be easy
Cause we’re both so distance now
And the walls are closing in on us
And we're wondering how
No one has a solid answer
But just walking in the dark
And you can see the look on my face
It just tears me apart
So we fight (so we fight) through the hurt (through the hurt)
And we cry (and cry and cry and cry)
And we live (and we live) and we learn (and we learn)
And we try and try and try and try
So it’s up to to you and it’s up to me
That we meet in our middle
On our way back down to earth
Down to earth down to earth
On our way back down to earth
(back down to earth - repeat)
Mommy you'll always and somewhere
And daddy I live outta down
So tell me how could I ever be normal somehow
You tell me this is for the best
So tell me why am I in tears
So far away and now I just need you here
So we fight (so we fight) through the hurt (through the hurt)
And we cry (and cry and cry and cry)
And we live (and we live) and we learn (and we learn)
And we try and try and try and try
So it’s up to to you and it’s up to me
That we meet in our middle way
On our way back down to earth
Down to earth down to earth
On our way back down to earth
(back down to earth - repeat)
We fell so far away from where we used to be
Now we're standing and where do we go?
When there's no road to get to your heart
Let's start over again
So it’s up to to you and it’s up to me
That we meet in our middle way
On our way back down to earth
Down to earth down to earth
On our way back down to earth
(back down to earth - repeat)
I never thought that it be easy
Cause we both so distance now
And the walls are closing in on us
And we're wondering how…”

You know what Justin Bieber’s singing about? Well…

His parents spilt up at the age of 10 months old! He wrote this song to his parents… it’s already really sad… but I don’t think his real sadness can be described with words and ink… It’s indescribable!

Imagine it, not having a happy family just at the age of 10 months old only… you can’t even talk that time! (He wrote this song last year…)

I feel so sorry for him! I wish I could comfort him and tell him that everything will be okay… for his fans will always be there for him… no matter what… and to let him know that he will never be alone… He got his fans! Justin, just look down your chest and a little to the left, that’s the place where your fans will be. Remember, you are not alone… for your fans will be always here for you no matter what! ;)

投诉

到了Geografi节，1 Cekalの科学老师（她并不是我们の科学老师，因为我们の科学老师怀孕了，生了，还在医院，所以她就是我们の科学老师for two months.) 代课。但，她用了一节来骂我们，一节来教我们。

你们知道她骂我们什么吗？

……

原来，有人在家长日の时候 （就是昨天咯。），向老师投诉that我们の科学老师不会教书，所以同学不明白老师在讲什么。

After all that gossip, 真相终于愿意被发现到了。原来，是张优祥，Khaw Wei Kit与他们のgang向Pn Tan （逼我们捐钱の老师。讨厌她到……））投诉that科学老师不够好啦…… bla bla bla~ 然后，Puan Tan就向校长大人那些来投诉，使到科学老师哭泣，使到她不可以教科学了（好像是，我并不清楚。）。

At first, 每个人都以为是Christine Leong办的（那并不是令人惊讶の事。因为10个人在我班上都讨厌她，包括Iffah和我，Fatihah Ory, 刘淑沁和郑雯惠。）

最惊讶の事是，that这次のdisaster并不是Christine Leong做の。

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