我的朋友～^^ :) ♥♥♥

Okay, I can’t find any Jaybee pics to edit… so I edited some of my pics of my friends… ^^

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♥I Freaking Hate Holidays♥

I know a lot of you may feel surprised that I hate holidays. But I really do hate them.

Reasons:

1. It’s boring
2. We won’t get to see our friends :(
3. Teachers give piles of homework to do
4. It’s boring
5. There’s nothing to do
6. Must face our parents every single day :’(
7. Family outings…
8. It’s boring

But mainly it’s number 6. Yeah. I don’t like them. And yeah I love them (erm… eww?) and I appreciate what they had done for me (yeah, right… Sarcasm! =_=)… but I still don’t like them.

Reasons:

1. They’re sappy
2. They’re so not cool
3. They can never understand my own special language I share with my besties (that’s quite a relief, honestly)
4. They like floral prints (I mean, HELLO?!)
5. They’re a pain in the ass!!
6. Nag, nag, nag
7. They hate Justin Bieber
8. They hate the music I love
9. “Turn the music down!!!”
10. They get angry so easily.
11. They miss the old me (MAIN REASON!!)
12. ‘Mom, 借我电话.” “No.” “Why?!” “Because I said so.” “Then why don’t you get me a phone then?” “I have reasons.” “Like what?” “*NO ANSWER*” “(Muttering) Fuck you bitch. :P”
13. My dad’s a bit of a racist :( (Comment if you wanna more about this point)

The old me:

1. Sappy
2. Un-cool
3. Adorable (Eww!)
4. Hates black
5. Loves red
6. Have hair like a nerd.
7. Quiet
8. Shy
9. Very worried about my homework not getting done. (Poor me… but bye bye old me!!)

The new me:

1. Cool! :P
2. Flirty ;)
3. LOVES BLACK!! (I mean, the color is SO cool!!!)
4. HOT PINK BABY!!!
5. Crazy!!
6. Hair (breaking the school rules!!)
7. I curse sometimes. :P (i.e: SHUT THE HELL OUT OF YOUR FREAKING/FUCKING MOUTH!!!)
8. I can be mean sometimes :P
9. I secretly want to be a model (but I’m short… whatever.)
10. I think tattoos are so COOL!
11. FACEBOOK!!!
12. Rude
13. I crush on boys a lot… but only for a short while. :P
14. Justin Bieber!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!! U SMILE, I SMILE!!
15. I LOVE TO LAUGH AND SMILE :D
16. :D :D :D
17. Crazy
18. Annoying (sometimes)
19. MY BESTIES!!!!!!!! U R MY LIFE!
20. I HATE CELEBRITY POSERS/FAKERS
21. I wanna polish my nails BLACK when I’m 21.
22. hot, seventeen, Hello!, Galaxie magazines are my FAVORITE!!!!!
23. Gossip, gossip, gossip… (But NEVER about Justin Bieber & Miley Cyrus… cuz I don’t wanna betray them!)
24. Oh, and I freaking hate studying :P
25. No worries against my homework. :P Just say I didn’t bring the book and egg-heads will believe me!!

Yeah, I know… I guess I got carried awaaay.

LOL… :D

GTG sleep. 12-thirty midnight. My grandaunt pretending to be innocent, standing next to me watching what I am writing. She wants me to go to sleep now. :P She thinks that she doing that annoys me. But it doesn’t. HA! In your face, egg-head!

Told you I can be rude and mean sometimes.

YAWN

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♥好痛苦♥

唉…… 我在这个时候好伤心…… 我不知道为什么…… 只有我一个人，在书房里…… 发呆，听歌…… 不停地听着The Only Exception… 越听越伤心…… 唉……流泪了，感觉多好。但，我还是在吃苦着……

好想骂我自己……

真期待明天去学校…… 我一位好朋友…… 名叫Jessica… 她一直问我为什么我那么讨厌回家……我到现在都还没答他，因为我自己也不知道……

现在，看着这四块墙壁…… 渐渐地…… 我明白了……

在家里好孤单… 没有人跟我讲话…就上网，跟认识的朋友聊天…感觉得很爽，很幸福…不想登出Facebook… 其实，坦白地说，我不是迷上网络世界…屁股咯！唉～ 亲爱的读者，希望你们明白…

Miserable~

天天回来，忘了一个小小的东西就被死姑婆骂…… 没有人跟我讲的…… 但一看他们的脸…… 唉～

星期六、日，一个看新闻/戏…… 一个忙着做家务…教妹妹…睡觉…

好像我Invisible酱…没事做，就躲进房间…或上网…更没东西做…… 就读书

慢慢这样…… 现在跟父母将学校与问题那些也不习惯跟他们讲…习惯跟朋友讲罢了……

==”

唉～

不知道是我的错还是他们的错……

假期的时候…… 又去旅行的…但，因为我不习惯跟他们旅行那些…所以有一点没有兴趣……

我睡咯…… 好累……

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♥One of the Best Days Ever♥

OMG!! I just had one of the bestest days ever with some of my BFFs!

12.30pm- My dad picked Iffah up from her house and off we go!

1.10 pm- Reached Tania’s house =)

1.20pm- Reached the Mines!! Excited!!

1.30pm- Bought snacks and junk food. :P

2.00pm- Went in the cinema! It was so freaking dark there!! And the Sorcerer's Apprentice movie already started without us! =(

At the middle of watching it was starting to be really freaking cold to Iffah & me but not to Tania & Kate ‘cause they are not drinking iced drinks. :S

When the movie ended, Iffah & I came out shivering… while my teeth can’t stop chattering.
=(

Bought ice-creams…

Went back to Tania’s house…

Chatted bout the girl we hate the most and ghosts…

In the end we ended up screaming and having Goosebumps… ==”

Ha-ha…

Certainly one of the bestest days ever!!

XD

And Tania swore that she won’t sleep alone tonight…

XD

♥

PS. And the movie was freaking awesome!! :D I’m so buying the movie when the DVD is out!! :D

More About Me

Hi. :-)

Call me Sushi. If you’re my friend.

I hate making decisions when I don’t have to.

I listen to the same songs over again until I get bored.

I hate womanizers and playboys.

I’m lazy… but neat.

Michael Jackson, Justin Bieber, Miley Cyrus and Taylor Swift rocks.

I hate Selena Homeass. (I mean, Gomez.)

I think Kim Kardashian and Katy Perry are the coolest celebrities ever.

I grew up in Melaka.

I have a grand step-cousin who’s from England. Seriously.

Sometimes I would just say “Whatever”… but actually I do care deep down inside.

I hate it when girls start drama. I really hate it.

Sometimes I wonder if I’m starting to be a Muslim. I mean, I’m tanned (LOL) and I mutter: “Oh mak engkau” if I dropped something on accident. :)

I am friends with a celebrity-Iffah bt Amzan. Seriously.

Oh yeah, my name’s Saw Shi Ying. ;)

真正的天堂

“在哪里才是真正的天堂呢？”我经常问我自己这道问题。学校？在家里？或者在你爱的人的怀里？（这个吴敏仪姐肯定会选的。呵呵。）

我想了。在家里，给父母骂，打。给妹妹欺负，给姑婆骂，要洗碗碟。在学校里呢，maybe会被老师打，但还有你的朋友comfort你啊！是？在家里，至少有你的电视，电脑来安慰你罢了。呵呵呵呵～

我不知道你们的选择是什么…… 所一我leave你们comment咯！你们要留言哦。^^

对我，学校才是天堂…… 我有时只要住住舍，就好了。我就满足了！为什么？不用被父母，姐妹兄弟们欺负，挨骂，打嘛！而却可以和朋友呢。不用看到他们的Bloody脸！我不是不爱他们，而是很不喜欢他们！每天读小说一下都不可以！一定要时时刻刻读书！读什么鬼书呢？！考试读完了（不是100%啦。）真是的！Give me a break la! I’m not born for being treated like mud! Dude, SERIOUSLY! I know you’re all my parents and I need to respect you. But that doesn’t mean that you don’t have to respect me. You said you guys want the best for me! Oh, no thank you because I already have the best with me--my friends, music, my guitar. That’s all I wanted right now. You want me happy? Then don’t treat me like I’m Miss. Know-It-All-and-So-Clever Junior.

Dad, you can’t just… expect me to pass all my tests with flying colors! I don’t want to be the dork\geek in my class! The class already have one! Not one, but six! Jesus! They’re so immature! Flying airplanes around and around and then when the test results are out, you get jaw-dropping results! Jesus! And please don’t expect me to be like all your brothers and sisters. I know they all became doctors and dentists and more doctors and more dentists… (UGH. Just imagine the sight of a fat guy’s mouth… yo dentists, you wanna witness inside their mouth? Hey, got any brain? I’ll probably puke immediately after just one sight! So forget about it!)

Maybe I’m not interested in Science and Math. No, not “maybe”, really, I know that Science and Math are lame! So you can’t expect me to become some one that I really don’t look forward to!

Stop it! Just stop controlling my happiness! I wanna be who I want and what I wanna be when I grow up! I wanna be free out of your freaking protection!

I want others to look up to me the way I look up to others.

Don’t you understand?

The 11 Things That I Can’t Live Without

1. My Parents (even that I don’t like them.)
2. Money (Duh!)
3. Air
4. Water
5. Food
6. The Pinklicious Girlz (they’re not my friends, they’re my best friends.)
7. My Friends
8. Knowledge
9. Music (“Who doesn’t like music?” “Hobos.” “Hmm… Good point.”)
10. Singers (No singers, no music! No music, my life is tuneless!”)
11. Black, White, Purple, and Pink (I don’t want my life to be colorless.)

明天是家长日

呜呜呜～ 明天是家长日啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊！唉～ 好紧张！我不知道Cikgu Nor Akmal会对我的家长讲些什么！唉！呜呜呜～ 帮帮我啊…… 祝我好运哦！T.T :(

看着我们の合照，我笑了。

我在电脑里不小心看到了 1 Cekal の照片…… 庆祝 Cik Suakma の~

 

我看到了“猪”～

Ooops! 我不小心藏掉了Christine的脸！

Sufina & Mii

 

 

Preem & Sufina~

 

哇～ 我们班上的“杰作”！厉害叻～？

 

== 不知道谁画的？但很可爱哦！

 

Miss u leh~

哈哈～ 你看看christine的脸？XD

Guilty

I know that I had not updated my blog for a few days… cuz I didn’t really had the mood to update. Anyway, so I’m updating my blog now…

…

I felt super guilty now.

Ever since my maid got fired (or let say she barbequed), it’s my grandaunt who does all the work. And she’s old. Not really old… like, 60+… you know?

But, I felt kinda guilty for not helping her. And it will be awkward helping her. =(

Now she’s sweeping the floor.

…

I gotta admit, I’m not in my greatest mood for the past few days. Worrying about my future. Worrying about anything that I could think of. Now I’m being way paranoid.

But, when I’m in school and I’m hanging with my friends and everything, I feel peaceful… like I’m in heaven and everybody is there for me.

Just now class prep we went out for lunch at McDonald’s… I ate a dollar of Vanilla Sundae. Yummy! (I’m not suppose to go out… or else my dad will be SUPER mad at me… just don’t tell anyone, OK? >< Thanks!)

There was plenty of people there. Some glare at us as if my friends and I are the “spare ones”. Hey, it’s a free country! == Anybody can “buat kacau” ma! Waa ka ka ka ka~ XP

And of course, we’re late for prep class (as expected.). Puan Chew is quite mad at us. But that doesn’t matter. What matters is that Christine is wearing a bitchy smirk when Puan Chew told us that we’re not suppose to go out for lunch. And Christine dared to ask Iffah to sit with her during prep. So I took revenge… Waa ka ka ka~ Who asks her to smirk!

I would do ANYTHING to wipe that filthy smirk out of her bitchy face! Ha! That’ll teach her! (smirk.)

OK, cool down. There’s no need to be mad at Christine who pretends to have friends but actually she does not, right? (Smirk.)

Two Hours

刚才3pm到5pm，淑沁、雯惠与我在学校靠近操场上完羽毛球。虽然我没有玩，但我也had fun. 我做她们的评判，一边算分，一边阅读爱情小说！很好玩哦！

哈哈～ 她们玩玩一下，刘淑沁就开始吵着要去图书馆吹冷气了。哦哈哈～ 笑死人了。我们在图书馆一边吹冷气，一边做我们自己的事！雯惠忙着读《把你带走》，作者是许友彬。

刘淑沁原本没东西做的…… 但，她终于受不了，就没办法，读我刚刚读完的爱情小说（也是从敏仪借来的啦！哈哈～）《不听话的格蕾业（，第二部）》

啊哇哇哇哇！！他们一起好可爱哦！哦呵呵呵呵呵～

而我呢，玩liquid paper!! 就是啦！就是玩liquid paper! 哈哈哈～ 我是有点幼稚的哦！嘻嘻嘻嘻～

还有，我们还讨论谁是最帅呢…… 哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！>v<

所以，this is another Girl’s Day Out呢！哈哈哈哈哈～ ^.^ =)

哈哈哈～

I Feel So Alive!

哈哈～ 昨天晚上是我最开心の时刻！因为！我可以去Taniaの家了啦！呵呵呵呵呵呵呵～

Okay, here’s the plan:

Tania will find the map and scan it and post it to Facebook. If she can’t find it, she’ll arrange her mum to pick me up at the Mines. And I also invite Maisarah, but… I’m not sure. I already told her on the phone that she must check her Facebook today (which is on 18.06.2010) and check her notifications clearly and find the map and print it and do not lost the map! I’ll reach Tania’s place there at about 1.45 p.m.. I haven’t inform Lih Yao… so I decided to call her at about 5 p.m. Make sure she’ll pick up the phone!!

And girls, if you can come, MAKE SURE YOU ALREADY PACKED YOUR BAGS ON SATURDAY ON MONDAY AT SCHOOL AND DONE YOUR HOMEWORK ON SATURDAY. YOU DON’T WANT TO YOUR MUM TO NAG AT YOU AFTER HAVING FUN! DON’T YOU?

嘿嘿～我的blog弄得美美了哦……

呵呵呵～我的blog很美叻？哈哈～自恋的我…… 是酱的啦。嘿嘿嘿～ Anyway,我很开心哦…… 因为我和The Pinklicious Girlz有了一个blog了啦…… 想要看？休想！！！呵呵呵～ 还有！我April Fool's Day的时候在Jusco看到了Mdm Chen! Mdm Chen 还一样啦…… 一样的体重也是…… 呵呵呵～～他和她的女儿在Jusco买东西……他很好哦……不知道他还记得我的名字吗？咦？不知道。 Anyway, it's nice to see her again... And this whole thing is NOT a joke!! -3.04.2010 (7.44pm)

呵呵～～下个星期六快快来啦！快点叻！

Yay!! 我有好消息！！哈哈哈哈…… (walau 我很激动哦。^^）。

我下个星期六回去学校咯！！

哇……我很excited哦…… 俐尧，如果你在读者这个的话，你可以call我吗？

我上次call妳，妳却没接……童宁也没接我电话……

呜呜呜～～为什么Maisarah只顾着省钱呢？她没有call我…… 我却call她……

唉………………

但，at least 我们还可以见面，但……

一天罢了；哪里够时间呢？

唉……俐尧，Tania, Maisarah 与童宁，我们在那天一定要把握时间哦……一天时间罢了……不够！！

OK... next Saturday 见吧！Miss you~~~

T.T

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You're the best, Tay! ^^

I MISS SCHOOL... I HATE TO GRADUATE!!! I HATE EXTRA CLASSES!!! UGH!!!