♥Crazy Day at School♥

And I mean, crazy!! I just came back 5 minutes ago with rosy cheeks, sweating all over, all red in the face. (Of course I was red in the face! The freaking stupid school uniform and the hot weather made me sweating all over too!)

Anyway, it was more crazier in English lessons. Pn. Chew gave us homework to do and my friends kept asking me how to do and I need to tell them the answer. Plus to make it worse, my left ear hurts like hell (it’s in infection :/) Sometimes I hate it when my English is the best in class. People kept asking me questions that I don’t even know. People!! I’m not Gandhi, please! Ask somebody else!! For Chris’ sake ask somebody else!

Iffah kept asking me. Wen Hui kept asking me either. It’s not like I hate helping but seriously!! ONE STEP AT A TIME, okay?! Jeez Louise. Oh my God it’s all crap right now. My left ear hurts like hell and the Civic folio that Iffah is suppose to lend me first is now at a idiot bitch’s hands----Christine. That fucking selfish bitchy idiot bitch! Screw you, Christine! How can you say: “Aiya don’t bother about her la!” ?!

Don’t bother about me?! I’ll show you! I feel like emptying my whole water bottle on your fucking egg-head who stinks like hell! How can you be so selfish?! Iffah is supposed to lend me the folio first!! You fucking idiot! You’re making a big mistake right now!

You see if I don’t prove you wrong! I’ll torture you, I’ll do anything to hurt you!

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♥OMG♥

Okay, one of my aunt, who is my mother’s youngest sister… wants to check out my blog.

I know! That’s really bad news! What if she is a spy for my mom?!

That’s why I made my sister lie to her that I deleted my blog. (Which I never will, cuz I freaking love blogging… and I spent hours decorating it with Bieber widgets ;) And it’s worth it.)

Okay, I’m gonna change my blog address too for extra protection ;)

Here are some options:

1. http://www.sushi-bieber.blogspot.com/
2. http://www.sushi-cake.blogspot.com/
3. http://www.alltime-belieber.blogspot.com/
4. http://www.overboard-sushi.blogspot.com/
5. http://www.justin-owns.blogspot.com/
6. http://www.omaha-mall.blogspot.com/
7. http://www.iHeartJustinB.blogspot.com/

My favorite is number 3 & 7 :)

What do you think? Comments please! :D

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♥My Life Would Suck Without You♥

This month will be the worst month yet. You know why? It’s all because of the stupid holidays!

Yeah, holidays are great.

But the problem is that my final-year examination (crap) is coming.

And I’m crap at almost every single subject except English.

Great, really great. (Sarcasm)

And the two-week holiday is coming.

That means a two-week terror will be coming.

All study, study, study with my mom and no Internet.

It’ll be all crap.

Crap, I promise. CRAP.

Holidays with my family are always crap.

The worst days ever.

I would prefer school days. :/

Seriously.

Stupid exam! I ing hate exams!

The perfect excuse for my parents to nag at me.

Those terrorists. Ugh.

My mom. Again. The second best terrorist. It is calling me. And I really mean “IT”.

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♥Half Asleep♥

已经凌晨1.43am了…… 我还是在电脑前写部落格。我要睡了。很累了。

老师给那么多的功课…… 唉～ 写来写去都做不完！我好不容易抄完了小小部分的历史nota… 但，还有好多。

唉～ 有假期不一定要那么多功课嘛！老师傻了！给那么多功课！

真是的！

唉～ 算了。我好累了，我要睡了。

Good night Malaysia!

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♥Crap Family♥

Yeah… I hate them all (except my grandfather & my aunt, Kirsten).

Especially my crap sister, she’s freaking drama.

When I’m watching TV, that brat wants to watch stupid SpongeBob Squarepants (Which I parody it to SpongeBob Eggpants) and when I don’t let her to watch Eggpants, she will start fucking drama by telling my grandaunt, who have a mouth that can’t be tamed, “Koh Poh! My sister don’t let me to watch TV!”

“Koh Poh! My sister don’t let me to use the computer!!”

“Koh Poh! Can’t shut my sister UP?!”

And so on.

And I enjoyed it.. ‘cause I know she hates it.

Slowly killing her…

I can’t wait for her to grow up.

Jeez Louise.

I hate her.

I have so much to talk about her but “I hate her” says it all.

Ha! I bet her dream is to be Mrs.Eggpants! XD

You know, she’s so immature that she can type/copy the whole freaking book into the freaking computer!

She hates fashion, she hates gossip, she thinks Sorcerer’s Apprentice is boring, she hates music (let alone singing), she just loooooves her stinky bolster (she brings it every where with her, and she named it ‘Eugene’) she hates watching Keeping Up with the Kardashians, she pretends to like Glee (just because she wants to fit in with my friends), she signs up for Facebook just because of the freaking games (booooring) and much much much more.

That’s why it’s impossible for us to be sisters. I repeat, IMPOSSIBLE.

Who can agree more?!

She always follows me.

She sees me signs up for blogspot, she wants too.

She sees me signs up for Facebook, she wants too.

She sees me go to Tania’s house, she wants too.

She sees me run up the elevator, she runs up there too… and fell down.

SERVES.

YOU.

RIGHT.

She’s such a pain in the ass/neck.

That’s why I call her a vampire sometimes…

‘Cause she’s such a pain in the neck.

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♥Fucking Crap♥

Okay, I really hate my mom right now.

Just because I didn’t do her bloody work doesn’t mean that she must go off like a rocket lighted up with zillions of matches! Jesus!

I hate her!

So now tomorrow (which is today because it’s now past midnight now. Busy watch Glee! It’s on now! :P) I must do my bloody homework so that I won’t have to study with that drama brat!

Ha!

Lucky that I didn’t do my homework today. :P

>< Haha she will have no choice but to let me do my homework.

Besides I still can listen to my favorite songs while doing the crappy homework. :)

I’m so clevah! :P

In your bloody face, drama! XD (Place evil laugh here XD)

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♥It Sucks At The Beginning♥

To me it’s kinda awkward to listen the music I love/like in front of my parents (especially my dad) cuz most of them are like, really loud (ie. Miley Cyrus’ “Liberty Walk” and her “Robot”. Or Usher’s “OMG” and Tokio Hotel’s “Automatic” or their “World Behind My Wall”.). It’s kinda awkward because I’m sure my parents will think “How could my daughter could actually like these piece of junk?!” or “It’s so loud. I don’t like it at all.” And I would be the only one in the car enjoying listening to Miley’s “Can’t Be Tamed”.

It’ll be all so awkward. Duhh. @.@

I know some of you guys would like to know what actually happened today at the IOI mall…

Well… Lots of crazy things happened to me in the IOI mall… ><

Okay… Here it goes.

On the way to IOI mall I popped in Miley’s “Can’t Be Tamed” album and “Liberty Walk” started blaring out of the poor speakers and my dad had that “look” on the face. I don’t know what it stands for but it doesn’t look good at all. And my mom had the same expression either.

And when we reached IOI mall we had lunch at Fridays T.G.I. and when the bill came… Okay, long story short… The food is freaking expensive. And I don’t like the feeling in my tummy that shouted “Jesus!! It’s so freaking expensive! I wonder he (my dad) minds or not?!”.

But it’s my sister’s idea that we should eat in Fridays T.G,I. So I guess it’s nothing to do with me. >< LOL.

So when we finished having dinner I was like really excited to watch Sorcerer’s Apprentice for the second time so I ran up the elevator (which had stopped working so I’m like running up big flights of stairs :/) and of course that sister of mine followed me too (I hate it when she does) and the elevator is like too big for her and I was like too fast for her so she tripped. I saw her tripped but she picked herself up immediately… I was going to pick her up but she pick her up herself first so I guess “no problem”.

But when my parents reached the stairs they’re fuming (as usual, my dad was the first to give me a freaking piece of his freaking mind). But it wasn’t my fault that she tripped and who asked her to follow me. She’s the one who’s being so stupid.

Just because I’m her freaking big sister doesn’t mean it’s my fault that she tripped!

So my dad started to say that I’m useless. I know that already he don’t have to keep reminding me every fucking two seconds.

So when I got to the popcorn stall, my tears are already blinding me but I kept them from falling until I went in the dark cinema and waited a little while.

So I didn’t really enjoy the first part of the movie. And it’s all because of that spoiled brat’s fucking fault.

But after awhile I soon got over it and I really enjoyed the movie. It’s really funny when they came to the part that Balthazar showed Dave his picture in the old book. Haha I couldn’t stop smiling right now. :D

So when the movie ended I ask my mum’s opinion about the movie she said she really enjoyed it… but when I asked my dad’s opinion he said it’s “OK”.

I was feeling quite disappointed that he said the movie was only “OK”.

Because I was really looking forward to this day cuz I thought my dad will simply love the movie.

But it turns out that it’s only “OK”.

So I guess now I wouldn’t really bother telling how great is a movie is after I seen it.

It doesn’t really matters anyway. :/

After that we went to the “miss whatever” store and my mum bought me a simple but really fabulous looking silver pencil case. The pink one’s already sold out it doesn’t really matter anyways so I bought the silver one.

Haha the silver one is the last one in the store SO the next person who wants to buy the silver one will hate me forever cuz it’s SOLD OUT!

GTG… I’m really tired after all this typing. Need to go to bed now.

But now my throat hurts… I secretly hope that I’ll have a fever so that I won’t have to go to school tomorrow! :P Haha so lazy of me.

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zzzzzzz

♥Change♥

From a lazy, fucked-up girl to a independent, healthy, sexy & sophisticated girl… is quite impossible. :(  But cheer up~ We girls belieb in Girl Power and nothing can stop us!

From now on I should stop being so lazy! Even now I’m feeling lazy and my back hurts from no reason. Guess I sprained it for watching TV for a few hours. :S Jeez Louise. I will never change.

Oh God now my mom is nagging me to go up and study with her teaching me Geography. I mean it’s so boring I’d rather learn History first. (I can’t belieb that I would say this… but I’m gonna say it now… that I quite like History. Especially Chapter 6. It’s my favorite chapter in the whole book. But too bad the book didn’t mention anything about the Holland and Portugal thing-y. But  I hate, just simply freaking hate the fact that we have to memorize every single damn thing in the History text book. Why don’t we just… I don't know… like, just understand the story. Not forcing poor tortured students like us to memorize every stupid fact. @.@)

Where was I? Let see… Oh, my mom is nagging me to go upstairs and study Geography. Well, I’m sorry to say this, mom… I’m afraid we need to postpone out “appointment”. :)

I guess I had not been exercising for like, a whole month now… and my weight is 33 kg. God… I’m getting so fat right now. I seriously need to exercise. I wouldn’t go to a diet or anything. Eww… I will starve to death. Maybe just a banana for breakfast. (Usually I don’t eat anything at all in the whole morning. ><) Yeah. Or hot Milo. Oh yeahh… LOL. Too carried away now!

Poor mummy, She had been calling us to go up since almost like an hour already. Bitch in the house! And this time’s ME. ;)

Well… guess I wanna get this lazy feeling of me. I’d better go now. See ya guys laterr babes! :) :* Buhbyez! ;)

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♥Robot♥

Have you ever feel that your parents are controlling our happiness? Well, thanks to Miley Cyrus, now I realized. This is a song from her called “Robot”… I heard it from her “Can’t Be Tamed” album… and now I’m so addicted to it… and Justin Bieber. Anyway, here’s the lyrics.

Robot by Miley Cyrus

Lyrics

So, it’s been like this from the start,
One piece after another to create my heart,
You mistake the game for being smart,
“stand here”, “sell this”, and “hit your mark”

But the sound of the steel,
And the crush and the grind,
It’ll scream cause who am I to decide my life?

But in time it all dies,
There’s nothing left inside,
Just rusted metal that was never even mine

I would scream,
But I’m just this hallow shell,
Waiting here,
Begging “please”
God, set me free so I can feel

Hey!

Stop trying to live my life for me,
I need to breathe,
I’m not your robot

Stop telling me I’m part of this big machine
I’m breaking free,
Can’t you see?
I can’t love,
I can’t speak,
Without somebody else operating me,
You gave me eyes and now I see,
I’m not your robot,
I’m just me

All this time,
I’ve been misled,
There was nothing but cross-wires in my head,
I’ve been taught to think about what I feel,
Doesn’t matter at all until you say it’s real

I would scream,
But I’m just this hallow shell,
Waiting here,
Begging “please”
Set me free so I can feel

Hey!

Stop trying to live my life for me,
I need to breathe,
I’m not your robot
Stop telling me I’m part of this big machine
I’m breaking free,
Can’t you see?
I can’t love,
I can’t speak,
Without somebody else operating me,
You gave me eyes so now I see,
I’m not your robot,
I’m just me

I’m not your robot,
I’m just me
I’m not your robot
I would scream,
But I’m just this hallow shell,
Waiting here,
Breaking free,
Set me free so I can feel

Stop trying to live my life for me,
I need to breathe,
I’m not your robot
Stop telling me I’m part of this big machine
I’m breaking free,
Can’t you see?
I can’t love,
I can’t speak,
Without somebody else operating me,
You gave me eyes so now I see,
I’m not your robot,
I’m just me
I’m not your robot,
I’m just me
I’m not your robot!

See? Mum… DAD! I’m not your robot! You can’t just do this to me like this! You can’t!

And now, thanks to you GUYS… I missed the freaking Teen Choice Awards 2010! Jesus! I had been waiting for this for MONTHS and this is what I get. MONTHS!

That’s it! PAY BACK TIME!!

BTW, congrats to Justin Bieber for winning four awards out of five. ;) ♥♥♥ U~

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♥Freaking Arrived♥

The TV arrived! The TV arrived just now!! OMG!! I don’t have a camera so I can’t take a picture of it…

But I have bad news too…  I won’t be able to watch the Teen Choice Awards live! I hate it when I had to mention it! I really hate it! Seriously! I had been begging my father to subscribe the freaking FOX channel so I can watch it live on FOX today but he didn’t. I’m so furious right now!! Seriously! I’m really SICK of them!

I so badly want to watch the freaking Teen Choice Awards! Why don’t they subscribe?! Seriously I’m so freaking furious right now!!

I so hate them sometimes! Why don’t they freaking subscribe?! WHY?!

But they will, I’m  sure of it. Cuz my mum said, “If I had the mood, I’ll call Astro.” IF I HAD THE MOOD?! GO TO HELL!!

I knew it! They didn’t want me to watch the Teen Choice Awards! I hate them! I freaking hate them!

Why?! Why do they have to do this to me?!  It’s just one simple freaking call! Seriously! WHY DON’T THEY CALL FREAKING ASTRO?!

WHY?!

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♥好痛苦♥

唉…… 我在这个时候好伤心…… 我不知道为什么…… 只有我一个人，在书房里…… 发呆，听歌…… 不停地听着The Only Exception… 越听越伤心…… 唉……流泪了，感觉多好。但，我还是在吃苦着……

好想骂我自己……

真期待明天去学校…… 我一位好朋友…… 名叫Jessica… 她一直问我为什么我那么讨厌回家……我到现在都还没答他，因为我自己也不知道……

现在，看着这四块墙壁…… 渐渐地…… 我明白了……

在家里好孤单… 没有人跟我讲话…就上网，跟认识的朋友聊天…感觉得很爽，很幸福…不想登出Facebook… 其实，坦白地说，我不是迷上网络世界…屁股咯！唉～ 亲爱的读者，希望你们明白…

Miserable~

天天回来，忘了一个小小的东西就被死姑婆骂…… 没有人跟我讲的…… 但一看他们的脸…… 唉～

星期六、日，一个看新闻/戏…… 一个忙着做家务…教妹妹…睡觉…

好像我Invisible酱…没事做，就躲进房间…或上网…更没东西做…… 就读书

慢慢这样…… 现在跟父母将学校与问题那些也不习惯跟他们讲…习惯跟朋友讲罢了……

==”

唉～

不知道是我的错还是他们的错……

假期的时候…… 又去旅行的…但，因为我不习惯跟他们旅行那些…所以有一点没有兴趣……

我睡咯…… 好累……

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♥担心♥

唉！我好担心啊！你们知道为什么吗？

……

我明天要去Tania的家，我的妈咪讲可以，但一定要读Sejarah & Science, 一课。

……

我当然是选最容易的啦！

Sejarah我选第4课…… 因为对我来说是很容易。

Science我就选Matter课……那课还算容易咯～

T.T

但是！我妈咪也要问我！而且是今天晚上问！妈的！担心到死！

而却他出题的是填充的哦…… 不是ABCD的……

惨咯…… 他讲如果他给我的小考的成绩不好……

明天不用去Tania的家……

唉～

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♥甜与苦♥

 哇哇哇…… 真不幸啊！我connect不到网！会不会那么不幸哦？！唉！

我真后悔下载那么多software… 自从我拿到Maxis Broadband, 就开始下载东西…… 现在reach了subscribed volume quota什么什么鬼…… 已经好多次了…… 呜呜呜～ 现在不知怎么办…… connect不到。他妈的～

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又是Christine!

耶（把这个字读 成怪人的时候。）！就是那个梁慧燕(Christine)咯！她从Iffah听，我这个星期日（八月一号）要和Iffah到Tania的家去玩，跟Tania与Kate偷偷地去The Mines看电影。你猜，Christine就讲什么？！她也要跟我们去！妈的！我死都不要跟她/带她去！Iffah跟我讲那个坏消息的时候，我很很很生气地说：“No! If she comes along, I won’t follow! D-:<” 然后Iffah就讲, “OK la… we figure something out la. What about we pretend that the outing is cancelled? Can?” 然后我就讲：“OK啦。嗯。Good idea. :|”

所以，明天我们打算跟Christine讲that因为Tania突然间有事要办，很忙，所以取消星期日的事。

还是…… 因为Christine不知道我们几点去Tania的家，所以我们可以偷偷地去Tania的家，不要管它（哎呀！是“她”，不是“它”。“不小心”哦……）。哈哈～ 我不知道啦。到明天才讲。呵呵～ ><

我真期待明天去学校，可以跟Christine讲“坏消息”！哈哈～ Can’t wait to see her face when we tell her the so-called “bad news”! >:-) (evil face here)

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哈哈！至少有开心的事啦！

还有！刚才我上到网，没事做，就在Skype找Justin Bieber & Miley Cyrus… 我找到了Miley Cyrus的Skype account!! 哇老！而且，不到几个小时后，她竟然accept了！哈哈～ 但是！我不可以跟你们讲他的Skype名字，因为我答应她不准跟人家讲她的Skype名字～ 妳们自己找吧！>< ♥

哈！而且，如果我碰到她Online的时候，就问Justin Bieber的Skype是什么名！哈！我很厉害！太幸运了！耶！哈哈～ ♥

而且我找到Justin Bieber的Skype了之后，我也不会跟你们讲的…… 因为Justin Bieber deserves his own privacy嘛…… 哈哈～ >< “呆死”！♥

XD (Place smirk and evil smile and face here) >:-) 哇哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！♥

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♥Justin Bieber♥

 

Cool, huh? >< ♥ Supah hawt!

I ♥ both of them!

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投诉

到了Geografi节，1 Cekalの科学老师（她并不是我们の科学老师，因为我们の科学老师怀孕了，生了，还在医院，所以她就是我们の科学老师for two months.) 代课。但，她用了一节来骂我们，一节来教我们。

你们知道她骂我们什么吗？

……

原来，有人在家长日の时候 （就是昨天咯。），向老师投诉that我们の科学老师不会教书，所以同学不明白老师在讲什么。

After all that gossip, 真相终于愿意被发现到了。原来，是张优祥，Khaw Wei Kit与他们のgang向Pn Tan （逼我们捐钱の老师。讨厌她到……））投诉that科学老师不够好啦…… bla bla bla~ 然后，Puan Tan就向校长大人那些来投诉，使到科学老师哭泣，使到她不可以教科学了（好像是，我并不清楚。）。

At first, 每个人都以为是Christine Leong办的（那并不是令人惊讶の事。因为10个人在我班上都讨厌她，包括Iffah和我，Fatihah Ory, 刘淑沁和郑雯惠。）

最惊讶の事是，that这次のdisaster并不是Christine Leong做の。

毕

Guilty

I know that I had not updated my blog for a few days… cuz I didn’t really had the mood to update. Anyway, so I’m updating my blog now…

…

I felt super guilty now.

Ever since my maid got fired (or let say she barbequed), it’s my grandaunt who does all the work. And she’s old. Not really old… like, 60+… you know?

But, I felt kinda guilty for not helping her. And it will be awkward helping her. =(

Now she’s sweeping the floor.

…

I gotta admit, I’m not in my greatest mood for the past few days. Worrying about my future. Worrying about anything that I could think of. Now I’m being way paranoid.

But, when I’m in school and I’m hanging with my friends and everything, I feel peaceful… like I’m in heaven and everybody is there for me.

Just now class prep we went out for lunch at McDonald’s… I ate a dollar of Vanilla Sundae. Yummy! (I’m not suppose to go out… or else my dad will be SUPER mad at me… just don’t tell anyone, OK? >< Thanks!)

There was plenty of people there. Some glare at us as if my friends and I are the “spare ones”. Hey, it’s a free country! == Anybody can “buat kacau” ma! Waa ka ka ka ka~ XP

And of course, we’re late for prep class (as expected.). Puan Chew is quite mad at us. But that doesn’t matter. What matters is that Christine is wearing a bitchy smirk when Puan Chew told us that we’re not suppose to go out for lunch. And Christine dared to ask Iffah to sit with her during prep. So I took revenge… Waa ka ka ka~ Who asks her to smirk!

I would do ANYTHING to wipe that filthy smirk out of her bitchy face! Ha! That’ll teach her! (smirk.)

OK, cool down. There’s no need to be mad at Christine who pretends to have friends but actually she does not, right? (Smirk.)

Miley Bare Down There? RUMOR!

Yup. Not tamed. Look at Miley… all flaming red hair with orange highlights… Even rumored to not wearing underwear… What happened to the good girl? Good girl gone bad, of course! That’s what I love about her! :-) She ain’t squeaky clean anymore! She got down and dirty!

And look at Katy Perry! I thought her hair was blue! Well, either she’s wearing a blue wig… but I swear I saw her at the Kid’s Choice Awards that she was having blue hair on TV!

On the A-list: Perry to make her live debut in Malaysia next month.

And Lun Huei Yen… I you sure that this girl is Jessica Lopez?

Of course it’s not Jessica Lopez! It’s Jennifer Lopez! I told you it’s “Jennifer” Lopez… not “Jessica” Lopez!