真正的天堂

“在哪里才是真正的天堂呢？”我经常问我自己这道问题。学校？在家里？或者在你爱的人的怀里？（这个吴敏仪姐肯定会选的。呵呵。）

我想了。在家里，给父母骂，打。给妹妹欺负，给姑婆骂，要洗碗碟。在学校里呢，maybe会被老师打，但还有你的朋友comfort你啊！是？在家里，至少有你的电视，电脑来安慰你罢了。呵呵呵呵～

我不知道你们的选择是什么…… 所一我leave你们comment咯！你们要留言哦。^^

对我，学校才是天堂…… 我有时只要住住舍，就好了。我就满足了！为什么？不用被父母，姐妹兄弟们欺负，挨骂，打嘛！而却可以和朋友呢。不用看到他们的Bloody脸！我不是不爱他们，而是很不喜欢他们！每天读小说一下都不可以！一定要时时刻刻读书！读什么鬼书呢？！考试读完了（不是100%啦。）真是的！Give me a break la! I’m not born for being treated like mud! Dude, SERIOUSLY! I know you’re all my parents and I need to respect you. But that doesn’t mean that you don’t have to respect me. You said you guys want the best for me! Oh, no thank you because I already have the best with me--my friends, music, my guitar. That’s all I wanted right now. You want me happy? Then don’t treat me like I’m Miss. Know-It-All-and-So-Clever Junior.

Dad, you can’t just… expect me to pass all my tests with flying colors! I don’t want to be the dork\geek in my class! The class already have one! Not one, but six! Jesus! They’re so immature! Flying airplanes around and around and then when the test results are out, you get jaw-dropping results! Jesus! And please don’t expect me to be like all your brothers and sisters. I know they all became doctors and dentists and more doctors and more dentists… (UGH. Just imagine the sight of a fat guy’s mouth… yo dentists, you wanna witness inside their mouth? Hey, got any brain? I’ll probably puke immediately after just one sight! So forget about it!)

Maybe I’m not interested in Science and Math. No, not “maybe”, really, I know that Science and Math are lame! So you can’t expect me to become some one that I really don’t look forward to!

Stop it! Just stop controlling my happiness! I wanna be who I want and what I wanna be when I grow up! I wanna be free out of your freaking protection!

I want others to look up to me the way I look up to others.

Don’t you understand?

Down to Earth

I never thought that it’d be easy
Cause we’re both so distance now
And the walls are closing in on us
And we're wondering how
No one has a solid answer
But just walking in the dark
And you can see the look on my face
It just tears me apart
So we fight (so we fight) through the hurt (through the hurt)
And we cry (and cry and cry and cry)
And we live (and we live) and we learn (and we learn)
And we try and try and try and try
So it’s up to to you and it’s up to me
That we meet in our middle
On our way back down to earth
Down to earth down to earth
On our way back down to earth
(back down to earth - repeat)
Mommy you'll always and somewhere
And daddy I live outta down
So tell me how could I ever be normal somehow
You tell me this is for the best
So tell me why am I in tears
So far away and now I just need you here
So we fight (so we fight) through the hurt (through the hurt)
And we cry (and cry and cry and cry)
And we live (and we live) and we learn (and we learn)
And we try and try and try and try
So it’s up to to you and it’s up to me
That we meet in our middle way
On our way back down to earth
Down to earth down to earth
On our way back down to earth
(back down to earth - repeat)
We fell so far away from where we used to be
Now we're standing and where do we go?
When there's no road to get to your heart
Let's start over again
So it’s up to to you and it’s up to me
That we meet in our middle way
On our way back down to earth
Down to earth down to earth
On our way back down to earth
(back down to earth - repeat)
I never thought that it be easy
Cause we both so distance now
And the walls are closing in on us
And we're wondering how…”

You know what Justin Bieber’s singing about? Well…

His parents spilt up at the age of 10 months old! He wrote this song to his parents… it’s already really sad… but I don’t think his real sadness can be described with words and ink… It’s indescribable!

Imagine it, not having a happy family just at the age of 10 months old only… you can’t even talk that time! (He wrote this song last year…)

I feel so sorry for him! I wish I could comfort him and tell him that everything will be okay… for his fans will always be there for him… no matter what… and to let him know that he will never be alone… He got his fans! Justin, just look down your chest and a little to the left, that’s the place where your fans will be. Remember, you are not alone… for your fans will be always here for you no matter what! ;)

投诉

到了Geografi节，1 Cekalの科学老师（她并不是我们の科学老师，因为我们の科学老师怀孕了，生了，还在医院，所以她就是我们の科学老师for two months.) 代课。但，她用了一节来骂我们，一节来教我们。

你们知道她骂我们什么吗？

……

原来，有人在家长日の时候 （就是昨天咯。），向老师投诉that我们の科学老师不会教书，所以同学不明白老师在讲什么。

After all that gossip, 真相终于愿意被发现到了。原来，是张优祥，Khaw Wei Kit与他们のgang向Pn Tan （逼我们捐钱の老师。讨厌她到……））投诉that科学老师不够好啦…… bla bla bla~ 然后，Puan Tan就向校长大人那些来投诉，使到科学老师哭泣，使到她不可以教科学了（好像是，我并不清楚。）。

At first, 每个人都以为是Christine Leong办的（那并不是令人惊讶の事。因为10个人在我班上都讨厌她，包括Iffah和我，Fatihah Ory, 刘淑沁和郑雯惠。）

最惊讶の事是，that这次のdisaster并不是Christine Leong做の。

毕

The 11 Things That I Can’t Live Without

1. My Parents (even that I don’t like them.)
2. Money (Duh!)
3. Air
4. Water
5. Food
6. The Pinklicious Girlz (they’re not my friends, they’re my best friends.)
7. My Friends
8. Knowledge
9. Music (“Who doesn’t like music?” “Hobos.” “Hmm… Good point.”)
10. Singers (No singers, no music! No music, my life is tuneless!”)
11. Black, White, Purple, and Pink (I don’t want my life to be colorless.)

31/33

我拿到第31名！好差啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊！呜呜呜～ 我要好好地用功读书了…不可以整天上网了啊！

我到了学校之后，我都很兴奋，因为可以见到我の朋友…… 没想到，一踏入学校之后，只见到黄绣雯，伦慧燕，吴敏仪…… 还有三只猪（张优祥，Brian, 还有廖俊豪）。

我の老师对我妈咪讲，that我在班上没有disiplinの问题，tulisan also sangat kemas… 很乖，但我应该做多国文练习，使我のpenulisan进步。我妈咪呢，一直complain老师只给学生做Pembentangan，但没有讲解，所以学生不知道他们在bentang什么鬼屁。OK?

我只怕，我の爸爸会太失望我拿到31名，而没想好来就抢走我の电脑，和我のMaxis Broadband… and unplug my life with just one signature claiming: “Are you sure you want to unsubscribe the Maxis Broadband?”

OMG. 好怕啊啊啊啊。没有Maxis Broadband与电脑，我怎样跟我の朋友们（俐尧她们Pinklicious Girlz) 联络和写我の心爱の部落格？！唉！真担心！

祝我好运哦…… :(

明天是家长日

呜呜呜～ 明天是家长日啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊！唉～ 好紧张！我不知道Cikgu Nor Akmal会对我的家长讲些什么！唉！呜呜呜～ 帮帮我啊…… 祝我好运哦！T.T :(