♥Change♥

From a lazy, fucked-up girl to a independent, healthy, sexy & sophisticated girl… is quite impossible. :(  But cheer up~ We girls belieb in Girl Power and nothing can stop us!

From now on I should stop being so lazy! Even now I’m feeling lazy and my back hurts from no reason. Guess I sprained it for watching TV for a few hours. :S Jeez Louise. I will never change.

Oh God now my mom is nagging me to go up and study with her teaching me Geography. I mean it’s so boring I’d rather learn History first. (I can’t belieb that I would say this… but I’m gonna say it now… that I quite like History. Especially Chapter 6. It’s my favorite chapter in the whole book. But too bad the book didn’t mention anything about the Holland and Portugal thing-y. But  I hate, just simply freaking hate the fact that we have to memorize every single damn thing in the History text book. Why don’t we just… I don't know… like, just understand the story. Not forcing poor tortured students like us to memorize every stupid fact. @.@)

Where was I? Let see… Oh, my mom is nagging me to go upstairs and study Geography. Well, I’m sorry to say this, mom… I’m afraid we need to postpone out “appointment”. :)

I guess I had not been exercising for like, a whole month now… and my weight is 33 kg. God… I’m getting so fat right now. I seriously need to exercise. I wouldn’t go to a diet or anything. Eww… I will starve to death. Maybe just a banana for breakfast. (Usually I don’t eat anything at all in the whole morning. ><) Yeah. Or hot Milo. Oh yeahh… LOL. Too carried away now!

Poor mummy, She had been calling us to go up since almost like an hour already. Bitch in the house! And this time’s ME. ;)

Well… guess I wanna get this lazy feeling of me. I’d better go now. See ya guys laterr babes! :) :* Buhbyez! ;)

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♥Overboard♥

I’m overboard and I need your love. Pull me up,  I can’t swim on my own… it’s too much. Feels like I’m drowning without your love, so throw yourself out to me, my lifesaver.

It’s already 2 AM in the morning and I’m still thinking of you. Crying colored tears… Thank God for waterproof mascara…

I’m not over you. I still love you… as before. :’( I still remembered that fateful day, I chatted with you on MSN… And what you said to me made me fall in love with you all over again. :’)

The colored tears streaming down my face following with my black eyeliner continued. I love you. I always do. I always will. Again, thank God for waterproof mascara.

It’s good to know that you treated me as your sister. Or at least a friend.

But now you love somebody else. It hurts. As much as you love her and she doesn’t know. I’m facing the same problem too.

You love her, she doesn’t know and you’re miserable because of that. I love you, you don’t know and it hurts because of that! She’s a close friend of you… I’m a close friend of you.

But I’m my problem is worse. I hear you talk about how much you love her… do you know how much I ache to tell you the truth?! Do you?! Of course not! Now I understand why you don’t have the guts to tell her. Because you’re scared of being rejected. And that hurts even more. So you decided t0 keep it to yourself.

And I decided to keep the truth to myself because of the same reason too.

I understand. And I’m grateful for sharing the same pain with each other.

Cuz you’ll get to know me more.

So I understand what you’re facing now. :’)

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♥Absent♥

LOL! First time absent in 2010! I’m so freaking lazy! :P

Wow my grandaunt is freaking angry right now :P

Hahahaha~ 我太厉害了…… 呵呵呵～

OK... Buhbye I gotta go check Facebook out and see if there’s any more freaking notifications. Inbox (1) is cool… but Friend Requests (100) is so freaking not. :S

LOL. Buhbye!

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♥Invite Justin♥

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♥Robot♥

Have you ever feel that your parents are controlling our happiness? Well, thanks to Miley Cyrus, now I realized. This is a song from her called “Robot”… I heard it from her “Can’t Be Tamed” album… and now I’m so addicted to it… and Justin Bieber. Anyway, here’s the lyrics.

Robot by Miley Cyrus

Lyrics

So, it’s been like this from the start,
One piece after another to create my heart,
You mistake the game for being smart,
“stand here”, “sell this”, and “hit your mark”

But the sound of the steel,
And the crush and the grind,
It’ll scream cause who am I to decide my life?

But in time it all dies,
There’s nothing left inside,
Just rusted metal that was never even mine

I would scream,
But I’m just this hallow shell,
Waiting here,
Begging “please”
God, set me free so I can feel

Hey!

Stop trying to live my life for me,
I need to breathe,
I’m not your robot

Stop telling me I’m part of this big machine
I’m breaking free,
Can’t you see?
I can’t love,
I can’t speak,
Without somebody else operating me,
You gave me eyes and now I see,
I’m not your robot,
I’m just me

All this time,
I’ve been misled,
There was nothing but cross-wires in my head,
I’ve been taught to think about what I feel,
Doesn’t matter at all until you say it’s real

I would scream,
But I’m just this hallow shell,
Waiting here,
Begging “please”
Set me free so I can feel

Hey!

Stop trying to live my life for me,
I need to breathe,
I’m not your robot
Stop telling me I’m part of this big machine
I’m breaking free,
Can’t you see?
I can’t love,
I can’t speak,
Without somebody else operating me,
You gave me eyes so now I see,
I’m not your robot,
I’m just me

I’m not your robot,
I’m just me
I’m not your robot
I would scream,
But I’m just this hallow shell,
Waiting here,
Breaking free,
Set me free so I can feel

Stop trying to live my life for me,
I need to breathe,
I’m not your robot
Stop telling me I’m part of this big machine
I’m breaking free,
Can’t you see?
I can’t love,
I can’t speak,
Without somebody else operating me,
You gave me eyes so now I see,
I’m not your robot,
I’m just me
I’m not your robot,
I’m just me
I’m not your robot!

See? Mum… DAD! I’m not your robot! You can’t just do this to me like this! You can’t!

And now, thanks to you GUYS… I missed the freaking Teen Choice Awards 2010! Jesus! I had been waiting for this for MONTHS and this is what I get. MONTHS!

That’s it! PAY BACK TIME!!

BTW, congrats to Justin Bieber for winning four awards out of five. ;) ♥♥♥ U~

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♥TCA Results♥

The Teen Choice Awards (TCA) 2010 has just been presented in L.A. on Sunday night, August 8, 2010.

But the telecast of the Teen Choice Awards 2010 is on Monday night, August 9, on Fox Network.

It was hosted by Katy Perry, who also performed in the event, and a bunch of GLEE stars: Chris Colfer, Kevin McHale, Cory Monteith and Mark Salling.

Here's a list of the winners in the 2010 Teen Choice Awards and see who won the most awards:

Sandra Bullock (Choice Dance in a Movie & Choice Actress Romantic Comedy for The Proposal, Choice Actress Drama for The Blind Side)

Betty White (Choice Dance in a Movie for The Proposal)

Ashley Greene (Scene Stealer for Twilight)

Kellan Lutz (Scene Stealer for Twilight)

Robert Pattinson (Choice Chemistry & Choice Lip Lock for Twilight: New Moon, Choice Actor Drama for Remember Me)

Kristen Stewart (Choice Chemistry, Choice Lip Lock & Choice Actress for Twilight: New Moon)

Taylor Swift (Breakout Female for Valentine's Day & Choice Country Album for Fearless)

Liam Hemsworth (Breakout Male for The Last Song)

Channing Tatum (Choice Actor in Action/Adventure for G.I. Joe: The Rise of Cobra)

Rachel McAdams (Choice Actress in Action/Adventure for Sherlock Holmes)

Sam Worthington (Choice Actor Sci-Fi for Avatar)

Zoe Saldana (Choice Actress Sci-Fi for Avatar)

Taylor Lautner (Choice Actor Fantasy for Twilight: New Moon)

Ashton Kutcher (Choice Actor Romantic Comedy for Valentine's Day, Choice Actor Comedy for Killers)

Tina Fey (Choice Actress Comedy for Date Night)

Leonardo DiCaprio (Choice Actor Horror/Thriller for Shutter Island)

Megan Fox (Choice Actress Horror/Thriller for Jennifer's Body)

Rachelle Lefevre (Choice Villain for Twilight)

Mia Wasikowska & The Jabberwocky (Choice Fight for Alice in Wonderland)

Miley Cyrus (Hissy Fit for The Last Song & Choice Love Song for When I Look At You)

Nina Dobrev (Breakout Female Star & Choice Actress Fantasy/Sci-Fi for The Vampire Diaries)

Paul Wesley (Breakout Male Star & Choice Actor Fantasy/Sci-Fi for The Vampire Diaries)

Hilarry Duff (Scene Stealer for Gossip Girl)

Chris Colfer (Scene Stealer for Glee)

Ryan Seacrest (Choice Personality)

Zachery Levi (Choice Actor Action for Chuck)

Yvonne Strahovski (Choice Actress Action for Chuck)

Chace Crawford (Choice Actor Drama for Gossip Girl)

Leighton Meester (Choice Actress Drama for Gossip Girl)

Jonas Brothers (Choice Actor Comedy for JONAS)

Selena Gomez (Choice Actress Comedy for Wizards of the Waverly Place)

Selena Gomez & The Scene (Choice Group & Breakout Female Artist)

Lee Dewyze (Male Reality/Variety Star for American Idol 9)
Kourtney, Khloe & Kim Kardashian (Male Reality/Variety Star for Keeping Up With The Kardashians)

Ian Somerhalder (Choice Villain for The Vampire Diaries)

Mike O'Malley (Choice Parental Unit for Glee)

Lady Gaga (Female Artist)

Eminem (Choice Album Rap for Relapse , Choice Rap Artist & Choice Rap/Hip-Hop track for Love The Way You Lie)

Beyonce (Choice R&B Artist)

Lady Antebellum (Choice Country Group)

Paramore (Choice Rock Album for Brand New Eyes, Choice Rock Group & Choice Rock Track for Ignorance)

Justin Bieber (Choice Male Artist, Pop Album for My World 2.0, Breakout Male Artist,)

Jason Derulo (Choice R&B Album)

Usher (Choice R&B Track for OMG)

B.o.B (Choice Hook Up for Airplanes)

Katy Perry (Choice Single for California Gurls)

Summer Music Star Male: Justin Bieber

Male Hottie: Taylor Lautner

Female Hottie: Megan Fox

Celebrity Smile: Taylor Lautner

Yaay! Justin Biebers won four freaking awards!! Good for you, Bieber! Beliebers from all around the world! Congrats Justin!!

♥ U~

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