♥Defying Gravity♥

Okay, I’m the girl who listens to one of her favorite songs and get Goosebumps all over her body and the next thing she does is writes about how great the song is in her blog. She even place the title of the song as the blog title.

Yeah. I just got Goosebumps all over my body listening to Lea Michele singing “Defying Gravity”.

This song… is just perfect. I just love this song.

I just finished watching Glee… And the way Rachel sang “Defying Gravity” is just so inspiring.

Don’t take this easy… cuz this song have a killer high note. A high F. Freaking high, I tell you!

Okay, here’s the video::

Girls should listen to this song. You’ll get Goosebumps, I promise.

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♥My Life Would Suck Without You♥

This month will be the worst month yet. You know why? It’s all because of the stupid holidays!

Yeah, holidays are great.

But the problem is that my final-year examination (crap) is coming.

And I’m crap at almost every single subject except English.

Great, really great. (Sarcasm)

And the two-week holiday is coming.

That means a two-week terror will be coming.

All study, study, study with my mom and no Internet.

It’ll be all crap.

Crap, I promise. CRAP.

Holidays with my family are always crap.

The worst days ever.

I would prefer school days. :/

Seriously.

Stupid exam! I ing hate exams!

The perfect excuse for my parents to nag at me.

Those terrorists. Ugh.

My mom. Again. The second best terrorist. It is calling me. And I really mean “IT”.

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♥Half Asleep♥

已经凌晨1.43am了…… 我还是在电脑前写部落格。我要睡了。很累了。

老师给那么多的功课…… 唉～ 写来写去都做不完！我好不容易抄完了小小部分的历史nota… 但，还有好多。

唉～ 有假期不一定要那么多功课嘛！老师傻了！给那么多功课！

真是的！

唉～ 算了。我好累了，我要睡了。

Good night Malaysia!

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♥Groggy♥

Oh God I’m feeling so groggy now. But I can’t tell my parents that I’m sick now.

Well, I did… on the phone… with my workaholic mother. ==

I guess she forgotten all about it, ‘cause she didn’t mention anything about going to the doctor since she came home.

Which is good, ‘cause I regretted telling her just now. But since she forgotten that I’m ill now, I mind as well don’t mention anything about it ‘til tomorrow, because I don’t feel like going to school at the next day. ><

LOL I’m so lazy. I mentioned earlier, right? On the post, “♥Absent♥”.

Well, almost everyone in class are lazy. Even my dad. He’s lazy too. :P

Dad if you’re reading this down clench your jaw & fist please. :P

Well… all these typing had made me hungry. Mmm… I smell fried chicken! :P I’m so getting fat day by day… 33 freaking kilograms!

Year 5: 28kg!

Year 6: 30kg!

Form 1: 33kg!

Can somebody help me here?!

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♥A Day with My Family♥

Okay, I gotta admit that family outings are sometimes fun. Sometimes, I say!

But today’s different. Today’s smashing! Smashing, I tell ya’!

Okay, we suppose to celebrate my granddad’s birthday tomorrow… but my aunt will be busy tomorrow so we decided to celebrate it today.

We went to the Mines to have dinner at the Esquire Kitchen with my cousin (his name is Hue Chun How… I call him Chun Chun).

Then we went to Speedy to buy a Glee soundtrack. (You have gotta check out the “Poker Face” Glee version! Different but smashing!) ♥♥

It was fun, really. It’s always fun when it comes with occasions with Chun Chun…

‘Cause we have so much in common. Unlike me & my sister of course.

We barely see each other, I say. Like, once in a blue moon. ><

At first, it was kind of awkward hanging with him.

But after awhile we really looked like siblings.

He’s really lucky. His hand phone is a LG Cookie.

My parents don’t allow me to have a cell.

I don’t know what’s the hell’s their problem… but I had been begging for one since I was 9!

Seriously! But until now I’m still begging for one.

But, I’ll never give up begging for one! I’m gonna earn it! As Justin Bieber says… NEVER SAY NEVER! :D

Anyways, back to the subject. :P

We bought ices too. Oreo McFlurry baby!! It’s the best ice-cream I had ever tasted (Well, literally. ><)!

But the outing only lasted for about, 2 or 3 hours. :/

Of course. It always does. :(

Tomorrow I’m gonna go shopping with my family in Sunway. :)

Hopefully the adults are planning something nice for us so maybe, just maybe, my sister & I will meet my cousin again at the next day.

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♥Crap Family♥

Yeah… I hate them all (except my grandfather & my aunt, Kirsten).

Especially my crap sister, she’s freaking drama.

When I’m watching TV, that brat wants to watch stupid SpongeBob Squarepants (Which I parody it to SpongeBob Eggpants) and when I don’t let her to watch Eggpants, she will start fucking drama by telling my grandaunt, who have a mouth that can’t be tamed, “Koh Poh! My sister don’t let me to watch TV!”

“Koh Poh! My sister don’t let me to use the computer!!”

“Koh Poh! Can’t shut my sister UP?!”

And so on.

And I enjoyed it.. ‘cause I know she hates it.

Slowly killing her…

I can’t wait for her to grow up.

Jeez Louise.

I hate her.

I have so much to talk about her but “I hate her” says it all.

Ha! I bet her dream is to be Mrs.Eggpants! XD

You know, she’s so immature that she can type/copy the whole freaking book into the freaking computer!

She hates fashion, she hates gossip, she thinks Sorcerer’s Apprentice is boring, she hates music (let alone singing), she just loooooves her stinky bolster (she brings it every where with her, and she named it ‘Eugene’) she hates watching Keeping Up with the Kardashians, she pretends to like Glee (just because she wants to fit in with my friends), she signs up for Facebook just because of the freaking games (booooring) and much much much more.

That’s why it’s impossible for us to be sisters. I repeat, IMPOSSIBLE.

Who can agree more?!

She always follows me.

She sees me signs up for blogspot, she wants too.

She sees me signs up for Facebook, she wants too.

She sees me go to Tania’s house, she wants too.

She sees me run up the elevator, she runs up there too… and fell down.

SERVES.

YOU.

RIGHT.

She’s such a pain in the ass/neck.

That’s why I call her a vampire sometimes…

‘Cause she’s such a pain in the neck.

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♥Dazed♥

Well, you can say that I just woke up. :)

I’m now downstairs, typing this, in a headache.

My dad’s watching tennis. @.@ Jeez. So boring.

But  he seems to be in a good mood. :D

I tried asking him if he knows who is Monica Selles. Instead of answering, he made funny noises, as though as he’s saying: ‘Don’t know, don’t care, and never will.”

That beast of him.

Well, I never wanted to spoil his good mood. So I just kept quiet. Like I was supposed to.

To him, it’s like, ‘Children should only be seen and not be heard’.

…

Whoever created that quote should be kicked by the ass. Seriously!

I can be kind sometimes, but I choose not to. :P

That’s me. You’ve gotta accept it. :) :)

OMG. My mother’s coming down the freaking stairs.

Jesus! Unlike dad, she’s in a bad mood!

Not good! Not good at all!

I better don’t talk to her until her fume starts to evaporate. :P

XD Haha… such a beast of me. :P

Well… there’s nothing to write now.

I’ll update this blog when I have something interesting. :)

See ya peeps! :P

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♥My Hour in the Lab♥

Just got home from a boring day at school. Really, it is boring. Fridays are always boring. But the cool thing is we can go home extra early than before- 12.15pm I know! It rocks!

But in Science class, it was really really really really boring!! I just finished my essay for the next class and it was starting to get fringing boring. When I look up the teacher (I forgotten her name) was teaching about heat flowing or whatever it is called. @.@ Poor thing. No one’s even listening! Well, there is a few nerds in our class that’s listening, I guess.

1. Eugene Wong (he looks like somebody’s grandpa, I mean, he doesn’t have wrinkles or anything… It’s just that he really should push up his glasses. It can slip off his nose any minute if he doesn’t adjust it. And he’s ugly. I’ll try to take a picture of him when I have the chance)
2. Chong You Seong
3. Khaw Wei Kit

Jeez Louise. Chong You Seong have Faceb0ok, but he hardly goes online. I can bet when he’s at home he spends every minute he can studying. (And doing homework.) I can bet too that he’s doing his homework right now. But nobody… I repeat, NOBODY do homework/study on a Friday (Or you can say, FlyDay… Cuz it’s a day you have to fly like a bird, enjoying the freedom. ==)

Anyway, I didn’t bring my Hands On Science reference book. So I just doodle… while the teacher is babbling away about heat or whatever it is called. @.@

Look, I GTG now. I’m fringing hungry and I can smell fried chicken!

And MTV Hits is on NOW! On Channel 713!

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♥Change♥

From a lazy, fucked-up girl to a independent, healthy, sexy & sophisticated girl… is quite impossible. :(  But cheer up~ We girls belieb in Girl Power and nothing can stop us!

From now on I should stop being so lazy! Even now I’m feeling lazy and my back hurts from no reason. Guess I sprained it for watching TV for a few hours. :S Jeez Louise. I will never change.

Oh God now my mom is nagging me to go up and study with her teaching me Geography. I mean it’s so boring I’d rather learn History first. (I can’t belieb that I would say this… but I’m gonna say it now… that I quite like History. Especially Chapter 6. It’s my favorite chapter in the whole book. But too bad the book didn’t mention anything about the Holland and Portugal thing-y. But  I hate, just simply freaking hate the fact that we have to memorize every single damn thing in the History text book. Why don’t we just… I don't know… like, just understand the story. Not forcing poor tortured students like us to memorize every stupid fact. @.@)

Where was I? Let see… Oh, my mom is nagging me to go upstairs and study Geography. Well, I’m sorry to say this, mom… I’m afraid we need to postpone out “appointment”. :)

I guess I had not been exercising for like, a whole month now… and my weight is 33 kg. God… I’m getting so fat right now. I seriously need to exercise. I wouldn’t go to a diet or anything. Eww… I will starve to death. Maybe just a banana for breakfast. (Usually I don’t eat anything at all in the whole morning. ><) Yeah. Or hot Milo. Oh yeahh… LOL. Too carried away now!

Poor mummy, She had been calling us to go up since almost like an hour already. Bitch in the house! And this time’s ME. ;)

Well… guess I wanna get this lazy feeling of me. I’d better go now. See ya guys laterr babes! :) :* Buhbyez! ;)

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♥Robot♥

Have you ever feel that your parents are controlling our happiness? Well, thanks to Miley Cyrus, now I realized. This is a song from her called “Robot”… I heard it from her “Can’t Be Tamed” album… and now I’m so addicted to it… and Justin Bieber. Anyway, here’s the lyrics.

Robot by Miley Cyrus

Lyrics

So, it’s been like this from the start,
One piece after another to create my heart,
You mistake the game for being smart,
“stand here”, “sell this”, and “hit your mark”

But the sound of the steel,
And the crush and the grind,
It’ll scream cause who am I to decide my life?

But in time it all dies,
There’s nothing left inside,
Just rusted metal that was never even mine

I would scream,
But I’m just this hallow shell,
Waiting here,
Begging “please”
God, set me free so I can feel

Hey!

Stop trying to live my life for me,
I need to breathe,
I’m not your robot

Stop telling me I’m part of this big machine
I’m breaking free,
Can’t you see?
I can’t love,
I can’t speak,
Without somebody else operating me,
You gave me eyes and now I see,
I’m not your robot,
I’m just me

All this time,
I’ve been misled,
There was nothing but cross-wires in my head,
I’ve been taught to think about what I feel,
Doesn’t matter at all until you say it’s real

I would scream,
But I’m just this hallow shell,
Waiting here,
Begging “please”
Set me free so I can feel

Hey!

Stop trying to live my life for me,
I need to breathe,
I’m not your robot
Stop telling me I’m part of this big machine
I’m breaking free,
Can’t you see?
I can’t love,
I can’t speak,
Without somebody else operating me,
You gave me eyes so now I see,
I’m not your robot,
I’m just me

I’m not your robot,
I’m just me
I’m not your robot
I would scream,
But I’m just this hallow shell,
Waiting here,
Breaking free,
Set me free so I can feel

Stop trying to live my life for me,
I need to breathe,
I’m not your robot
Stop telling me I’m part of this big machine
I’m breaking free,
Can’t you see?
I can’t love,
I can’t speak,
Without somebody else operating me,
You gave me eyes so now I see,
I’m not your robot,
I’m just me
I’m not your robot,
I’m just me
I’m not your robot!

See? Mum… DAD! I’m not your robot! You can’t just do this to me like this! You can’t!

And now, thanks to you GUYS… I missed the freaking Teen Choice Awards 2010! Jesus! I had been waiting for this for MONTHS and this is what I get. MONTHS!

That’s it! PAY BACK TIME!!

BTW, congrats to Justin Bieber for winning four awards out of five. ;) ♥♥♥ U~

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♥Freaking Arrived♥

The TV arrived! The TV arrived just now!! OMG!! I don’t have a camera so I can’t take a picture of it…

But I have bad news too…  I won’t be able to watch the Teen Choice Awards live! I hate it when I had to mention it! I really hate it! Seriously! I had been begging my father to subscribe the freaking FOX channel so I can watch it live on FOX today but he didn’t. I’m so furious right now!! Seriously! I’m really SICK of them!

I so badly want to watch the freaking Teen Choice Awards! Why don’t they subscribe?! Seriously I’m so freaking furious right now!!

I so hate them sometimes! Why don’t they freaking subscribe?! WHY?!

But they will, I’m  sure of it. Cuz my mum said, “If I had the mood, I’ll call Astro.” IF I HAD THE MOOD?! GO TO HELL!!

I knew it! They didn’t want me to watch the Teen Choice Awards! I hate them! I freaking hate them!

Why?! Why do they have to do this to me?!  It’s just one simple freaking call! Seriously! WHY DON’T THEY CALL FREAKING ASTRO?!

WHY?!

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♥绑架♥

OMG… 我的堂弟的爸爸在Jakarta做工。有一天，有人打电话给他，讲着XX被绑架了，在他的手上。他也讲我的堂弟也在他的手上。:(

后来，经过调查，堂弟的父母才知道他还在学校读着书，而XX正在on the way去他的补习中心。

问题是，那个打电话给我姨丈（我堂弟的爸爸）的人也知道XX的真名啊！他也知道我堂弟的真名呢！是怎样的？！

呜呜～ 好怕……

而且，昨天凌晨4点多，有人call我家里电话。我的妈咪managed to trace back the number因为打电话给我家的Number不是一个private number… 所以我妈咪就打电话给他。

他有接的…… 只是，他并没有出声……

呜呜呜呜～ 好怕啊啊啊啊！

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♥担心♥

唉！我好担心啊！你们知道为什么吗？

……

我明天要去Tania的家，我的妈咪讲可以，但一定要读Sejarah & Science, 一课。

……

我当然是选最容易的啦！

Sejarah我选第4课…… 因为对我来说是很容易。

Science我就选Matter课……那课还算容易咯～

T.T

但是！我妈咪也要问我！而且是今天晚上问！妈的！担心到死！

而却他出题的是填充的哦…… 不是ABCD的……

惨咯…… 他讲如果他给我的小考的成绩不好……

明天不用去Tania的家……

唉～

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交换父母？

躲在我自己寂寞的世界里，在我房间的一个角落写部落格……

自从升上中学，当然会面对一些诱惑，比如每天都会看到朋友拿着手机，为人家发短信。他们的电话都很美。明明知道自己拥有一架电话是一种不可能的事情…… 心里还是一样地痒着要拥有一架手提电话。

看着朋友拿着电话听歌，心里也不禁羡慕他们，羡慕他们的父母肯为他们买下来一架百多块的电话…… 唉！

我与俐尧都在面对这种问题…… 每次想到这个，心里感到非常难受…… 好痛苦……

有时候，我怀疑为什么父母会替我们儿感到格外担心，失望。我知道，看着他们自己的女儿的朋友全部都考到很好，但自己的女儿滴成绩烂到死…… 没脸见人。:(

我也不想他们酱子嘛！爸，妈……妳们应该接受真正的我，不可以逼我读书，读到傻。你们不可以带着： “她的表姐表哥成绩样样好，全部SPM全科A+ … 为什么我的女儿不可以呢？”

……

我也不知道。

我知道，你们都很令我感到格外担心…… 我也不要你们过着担心的日子。妳们放心吧。But you can’t everyday force me to do something that I don’t like. I always hated doctors and lawyers… And I always pity dentists, having to look into other people’s disgusting mouth and then have to excuse themselves to the toilet so they can puke without anyone seeing them…

You guys wanted me to be a doctor… but I always thought that doctors are stuck-ups know-it-all… so… sorry to disappoint you guys… cuz I’m 100% not going to become a doctor.

This is my life… and I get to enjoy it my way.

So back-off. You’ll find yourselves feeling relieved for the first time sooner or later. :)

If only you know…

♥甜与苦♥

 哇哇哇…… 真不幸啊！我connect不到网！会不会那么不幸哦？！唉！

我真后悔下载那么多software… 自从我拿到Maxis Broadband, 就开始下载东西…… 现在reach了subscribed volume quota什么什么鬼…… 已经好多次了…… 呜呜呜～ 现在不知怎么办…… connect不到。他妈的～

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又是Christine!

耶（把这个字读 成怪人的时候。）！就是那个梁慧燕(Christine)咯！她从Iffah听，我这个星期日（八月一号）要和Iffah到Tania的家去玩，跟Tania与Kate偷偷地去The Mines看电影。你猜，Christine就讲什么？！她也要跟我们去！妈的！我死都不要跟她/带她去！Iffah跟我讲那个坏消息的时候，我很很很生气地说：“No! If she comes along, I won’t follow! D-:<” 然后Iffah就讲, “OK la… we figure something out la. What about we pretend that the outing is cancelled? Can?” 然后我就讲：“OK啦。嗯。Good idea. :|”

所以，明天我们打算跟Christine讲that因为Tania突然间有事要办，很忙，所以取消星期日的事。

还是…… 因为Christine不知道我们几点去Tania的家，所以我们可以偷偷地去Tania的家，不要管它（哎呀！是“她”，不是“它”。“不小心”哦……）。哈哈～ 我不知道啦。到明天才讲。呵呵～ ><

我真期待明天去学校，可以跟Christine讲“坏消息”！哈哈～ Can’t wait to see her face when we tell her the so-called “bad news”! >:-) (evil face here)

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哈哈！至少有开心的事啦！

还有！刚才我上到网，没事做，就在Skype找Justin Bieber & Miley Cyrus… 我找到了Miley Cyrus的Skype account!! 哇老！而且，不到几个小时后，她竟然accept了！哈哈～ 但是！我不可以跟你们讲他的Skype名字，因为我答应她不准跟人家讲她的Skype名字～ 妳们自己找吧！>< ♥

哈！而且，如果我碰到她Online的时候，就问Justin Bieber的Skype是什么名！哈！我很厉害！太幸运了！耶！哈哈～ ♥

而且我找到Justin Bieber的Skype了之后，我也不会跟你们讲的…… 因为Justin Bieber deserves his own privacy嘛…… 哈哈～ >< “呆死”！♥

XD (Place smirk and evil smile and face here) >:-) 哇哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！♥

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♥Justin Bieber♥

 

Cool, huh? >< ♥ Supah hawt!

I ♥ both of them!

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整天就是图书馆

今天，大多数的华语学会会员“样衰”地穿着蓝色的T恤来着学校，提着小书包，手里拿着相机与他们手提电话，目的是：他们不是来学校上课，而是来去旅行的！

呜呜呜～ 我好妒忌啊啊啊啊啊！“你不是华语学会的咩？”“当然没有啦！我几后悔你不知道吗？！”“那你为什么不要参加？”“因为我认为我讨厌华语嘛！”

唉！

So… 那些马来人与印度人没有去咯！还有一些华人…… like伦慧燕，黄绣雯，吴敏仪…… blah blah blah… ><

因为太少人了，我们就整天在图书馆，讲话，读书，看报纸。我知道！很闷啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊！

唉！我知道！我也可怜我自己！T.T 呜呜呜～

Miley Bare Down There? RUMOR!

Yup. Not tamed. Look at Miley… all flaming red hair with orange highlights… Even rumored to not wearing underwear… What happened to the good girl? Good girl gone bad, of course! That’s what I love about her! :-) She ain’t squeaky clean anymore! She got down and dirty!

And look at Katy Perry! I thought her hair was blue! Well, either she’s wearing a blue wig… but I swear I saw her at the Kid’s Choice Awards that she was having blue hair on TV!

On the A-list: Perry to make her live debut in Malaysia next month.

And Lun Huei Yen… I you sure that this girl is Jessica Lopez?

Of course it’s not Jessica Lopez! It’s Jennifer Lopez! I told you it’s “Jennifer” Lopez… not “Jessica” Lopez!