♥ It’s All Crap♥

Of all the crap, crap, crappiest nights I’ve ever had in the whole of my crap life, this is the crappiest of all.

Haha. Very funny. Not. It ain’t funny at all! I’m serious here.

Well, my parents finally came home (Like, an hour ago.). And the thing that I was expecting happened, of course. My mom just pretended like I’m invisible. And of course I’m not!

I’m really starting do belieb that my mom was serious about what she said last night. (Did I mentioned that she also threatened to call the school and let me 停学. And I thought that she’s kidding about that!).

Yeah, she threatened that a lot of time when we’re fighting. What if this time, she’s serious? What if she’s serious about everything she said last night? This is no bloody laughing matter right now, this is freaking serious!

Bloody hell, I freaking hate my life right now…Who had been even more crappier ever since that fight.

Plus my right eye had been twitching lately! I asked my dad if that’s a good thing or a bad thing and bloody hell, he said it’s a bad thing! Great.

God, I’m freaking out right now! And I suppose you guys wonder what the hell is that fight about.

Well, it was nothing, really.

“Wen, 明天wake我up at 9 o'clock, okay?” I asked.

“Okay!”

“Mummy, 你明天有没有去做工？”I asked.

“Good news for you! Yes I have to go to work. But the bad news is, I’m taking the freaking Maxis Broadband with me.”

“为什么？！”I exclaimed.

“Because I want you to finish your homework.” she smirked.

I was kinda fuming when she smirked at me. I really hate it when she does that, seriously. I see red every time she bloody smirks at me.

Then my mom wants me to do my homework with her helping me. I was still in a bad mood and I cursed 他妈的。And of course after my mom heard me swear, she saw red BUT she tried to hold it.

While I was swearing, I kinda slide my book (Shopaholic Ties The Knot) across the bloody table and my hand hit the corners of the pages, making the pages to have dog-ears (I simply hate them. They make my books look so pathetic.)

While my mom was teaching I could no longer hold it I picked up the book across the table and she thought I was going to ignore her and read in front of her but actually I picked up the book from across the table to try to fix the bloody dog-ears in the book!

So my mom got really furious and started threatening to cancel the trips to Green Box I was planning while throwing the bloody History book right in my face. And my homework. Just RIGHT IN MY BLOODY FACE.

Yeah. She was freaking pissed. Every time we made up after a stupid fight she always promised she will try to hold her temper or else she can ever injure me… but, bloody hell… of course she forgets about the God damned promise. :/

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♥I Dreamed A Dream♥

Good morning, peeps! :D

I’m getting ready for a trip to Sunway and I thought I “drop-by”.

Okay, it’s not Susan Boyle anymore… it’s Justin Bieber. Forget about her audition to the America’s Got Talent. Forget about her cat.

‘Cause yesterday night I dreamed of Justin!

I was staying in a 5 star hotel and Justin Bieber just appeared in the room (I think. Dreams are always weird and random) and I was like, “Oh my Gosh somebody pinch me! It’s freaking Justin Bieber!”

Then blah blah (I forgot part of it.) and I was like, “Can I touch your hair?” (Which is weird to me because I just watched Karate Kid the other night and there was a line ‘Can I touch your hair?’) and he said sure so I touched it.

It seems that he’s shorter than me (Jeez Louise. Dreams tell lies too. How can he be shorter than me?! I’m only 143 cm! I mean, come on! Get real!) and his hair is like, really smooth (I bet his hair is smooth in real life too. ><)

Then me & my family are planning to go to Green Box to play some karaoke and I thought he would come so I come along too. But it turns out he disappeared (weirrrd) then I set out looking for him (:P).

But of course I didn’t find him! So the dream ended (stupid la. I hate it when dreams just randomly end.) and I heard, “Ying! Wake up! It’s time for a trip to Sunway!”

“Okay!”

The ♥ End

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♥A Day with My Family♥

Okay, I gotta admit that family outings are sometimes fun. Sometimes, I say!

But today’s different. Today’s smashing! Smashing, I tell ya’!

Okay, we suppose to celebrate my granddad’s birthday tomorrow… but my aunt will be busy tomorrow so we decided to celebrate it today.

We went to the Mines to have dinner at the Esquire Kitchen with my cousin (his name is Hue Chun How… I call him Chun Chun).

Then we went to Speedy to buy a Glee soundtrack. (You have gotta check out the “Poker Face” Glee version! Different but smashing!) ♥♥

It was fun, really. It’s always fun when it comes with occasions with Chun Chun…

‘Cause we have so much in common. Unlike me & my sister of course.

We barely see each other, I say. Like, once in a blue moon. ><

At first, it was kind of awkward hanging with him.

But after awhile we really looked like siblings.

He’s really lucky. His hand phone is a LG Cookie.

My parents don’t allow me to have a cell.

I don’t know what’s the hell’s their problem… but I had been begging for one since I was 9!

Seriously! But until now I’m still begging for one.

But, I’ll never give up begging for one! I’m gonna earn it! As Justin Bieber says… NEVER SAY NEVER! :D

Anyways, back to the subject. :P

We bought ices too. Oreo McFlurry baby!! It’s the best ice-cream I had ever tasted (Well, literally. ><)!

But the outing only lasted for about, 2 or 3 hours. :/

Of course. It always does. :(

Tomorrow I’m gonna go shopping with my family in Sunway. :)

Hopefully the adults are planning something nice for us so maybe, just maybe, my sister & I will meet my cousin again at the next day.

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♥Friendship Forever♥

I’m super bored now. :/ There’s nothing to do! I can’t surf the web or anything because my Maxis Broadband modem went bollocks. :/ It sucks.

I hope there’s  something to watch on TV (besides Glee, Keeping Up with the Kardashians, Next Top Model, Style Her Famous, Jerseylicious and American Idol of course. ><)

Anyways, today at school was pretty normal… nothing interesting at all. I brought my new pencil box and when Iffah saw it things got quite crazy. :) She’s like screaming “Wey Fatihah cuba tengok ni!” at the top of her lungs. XD LOL That’s what I ♥ about her. Loud & crazy. Like me.

Most people doesn’t understands us. We change every boring joke to a really funny one. Each day we’ll end up cracking up & laugh til we can’t laugh anymore… but we still continue laughing  our “laugh box” out of our sides. Even though we had stitches on our sides we’ll continue laughing.

And every time we see each other we’ll yell, “Hey bro!” and give each other high fives. Then my hand will be burning but I laugh anyway. ><

But… Iffah will be in another school next year. And of course I don’t want her to leave… :’( But this is life. Everyone have to face these kind of problems.

It’s a fact.

Like women need chocolate, it’s a scientific fact. (I said that cuz I ♥ chocolate. >< They taste heavenly! XD)

Well… now I GTG have my lunch. My stomach’s calling right now :P

Buhbyez peeps! Keep checking out my site for more updates! ♥ U~

BFF~ Be Fabulous Forever

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♥It Sucks At The Beginning♥

To me it’s kinda awkward to listen the music I love/like in front of my parents (especially my dad) cuz most of them are like, really loud (ie. Miley Cyrus’ “Liberty Walk” and her “Robot”. Or Usher’s “OMG” and Tokio Hotel’s “Automatic” or their “World Behind My Wall”.). It’s kinda awkward because I’m sure my parents will think “How could my daughter could actually like these piece of junk?!” or “It’s so loud. I don’t like it at all.” And I would be the only one in the car enjoying listening to Miley’s “Can’t Be Tamed”.

It’ll be all so awkward. Duhh. @.@

I know some of you guys would like to know what actually happened today at the IOI mall…

Well… Lots of crazy things happened to me in the IOI mall… ><

Okay… Here it goes.

On the way to IOI mall I popped in Miley’s “Can’t Be Tamed” album and “Liberty Walk” started blaring out of the poor speakers and my dad had that “look” on the face. I don’t know what it stands for but it doesn’t look good at all. And my mom had the same expression either.

And when we reached IOI mall we had lunch at Fridays T.G.I. and when the bill came… Okay, long story short… The food is freaking expensive. And I don’t like the feeling in my tummy that shouted “Jesus!! It’s so freaking expensive! I wonder he (my dad) minds or not?!”.

But it’s my sister’s idea that we should eat in Fridays T.G,I. So I guess it’s nothing to do with me. >< LOL.

So when we finished having dinner I was like really excited to watch Sorcerer’s Apprentice for the second time so I ran up the elevator (which had stopped working so I’m like running up big flights of stairs :/) and of course that sister of mine followed me too (I hate it when she does) and the elevator is like too big for her and I was like too fast for her so she tripped. I saw her tripped but she picked herself up immediately… I was going to pick her up but she pick her up herself first so I guess “no problem”.

But when my parents reached the stairs they’re fuming (as usual, my dad was the first to give me a freaking piece of his freaking mind). But it wasn’t my fault that she tripped and who asked her to follow me. She’s the one who’s being so stupid.

Just because I’m her freaking big sister doesn’t mean it’s my fault that she tripped!

So my dad started to say that I’m useless. I know that already he don’t have to keep reminding me every fucking two seconds.

So when I got to the popcorn stall, my tears are already blinding me but I kept them from falling until I went in the dark cinema and waited a little while.

So I didn’t really enjoy the first part of the movie. And it’s all because of that spoiled brat’s fucking fault.

But after awhile I soon got over it and I really enjoyed the movie. It’s really funny when they came to the part that Balthazar showed Dave his picture in the old book. Haha I couldn’t stop smiling right now. :D

So when the movie ended I ask my mum’s opinion about the movie she said she really enjoyed it… but when I asked my dad’s opinion he said it’s “OK”.

I was feeling quite disappointed that he said the movie was only “OK”.

Because I was really looking forward to this day cuz I thought my dad will simply love the movie.

But it turns out that it’s only “OK”.

So I guess now I wouldn’t really bother telling how great is a movie is after I seen it.

It doesn’t really matters anyway. :/

After that we went to the “miss whatever” store and my mum bought me a simple but really fabulous looking silver pencil case. The pink one’s already sold out it doesn’t really matter anyways so I bought the silver one.

Haha the silver one is the last one in the store SO the next person who wants to buy the silver one will hate me forever cuz it’s SOLD OUT!

GTG… I’m really tired after all this typing. Need to go to bed now.

But now my throat hurts… I secretly hope that I’ll have a fever so that I won’t have to go to school tomorrow! :P Haha so lazy of me.

♥

zzzzzzz

♥绑架♥

OMG… 我的堂弟的爸爸在Jakarta做工。有一天，有人打电话给他，讲着XX被绑架了，在他的手上。他也讲我的堂弟也在他的手上。:(

后来，经过调查，堂弟的父母才知道他还在学校读着书，而XX正在on the way去他的补习中心。

问题是，那个打电话给我姨丈（我堂弟的爸爸）的人也知道XX的真名啊！他也知道我堂弟的真名呢！是怎样的？！

呜呜～ 好怕……

而且，昨天凌晨4点多，有人call我家里电话。我的妈咪managed to trace back the number因为打电话给我家的Number不是一个private number… 所以我妈咪就打电话给他。

他有接的…… 只是，他并没有出声……

呜呜呜呜～ 好怕啊啊啊啊！

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♥好痛苦♥

唉…… 我在这个时候好伤心…… 我不知道为什么…… 只有我一个人，在书房里…… 发呆，听歌…… 不停地听着The Only Exception… 越听越伤心…… 唉……流泪了，感觉多好。但，我还是在吃苦着……

好想骂我自己……

真期待明天去学校…… 我一位好朋友…… 名叫Jessica… 她一直问我为什么我那么讨厌回家……我到现在都还没答他，因为我自己也不知道……

现在，看着这四块墙壁…… 渐渐地…… 我明白了……

在家里好孤单… 没有人跟我讲话…就上网，跟认识的朋友聊天…感觉得很爽，很幸福…不想登出Facebook… 其实，坦白地说，我不是迷上网络世界…屁股咯！唉～ 亲爱的读者，希望你们明白…

Miserable~

天天回来，忘了一个小小的东西就被死姑婆骂…… 没有人跟我讲的…… 但一看他们的脸…… 唉～

星期六、日，一个看新闻/戏…… 一个忙着做家务…教妹妹…睡觉…

好像我Invisible酱…没事做，就躲进房间…或上网…更没东西做…… 就读书

慢慢这样…… 现在跟父母将学校与问题那些也不习惯跟他们讲…习惯跟朋友讲罢了……

==”

唉～

不知道是我的错还是他们的错……

假期的时候…… 又去旅行的…但，因为我不习惯跟他们旅行那些…所以有一点没有兴趣……

我睡咯…… 好累……

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♥One of the Best Days Ever♥

OMG!! I just had one of the bestest days ever with some of my BFFs!

12.30pm- My dad picked Iffah up from her house and off we go!

1.10 pm- Reached Tania’s house =)

1.20pm- Reached the Mines!! Excited!!

1.30pm- Bought snacks and junk food. :P

2.00pm- Went in the cinema! It was so freaking dark there!! And the Sorcerer's Apprentice movie already started without us! =(

At the middle of watching it was starting to be really freaking cold to Iffah & me but not to Tania & Kate ‘cause they are not drinking iced drinks. :S

When the movie ended, Iffah & I came out shivering… while my teeth can’t stop chattering.
=(

Bought ice-creams…

Went back to Tania’s house…

Chatted bout the girl we hate the most and ghosts…

In the end we ended up screaming and having Goosebumps… ==”

Ha-ha…

Certainly one of the bestest days ever!!

XD

And Tania swore that she won’t sleep alone tonight…

XD

♥

PS. And the movie was freaking awesome!! :D I’m so buying the movie when the DVD is out!! :D

♥甜与苦♥

 哇哇哇…… 真不幸啊！我connect不到网！会不会那么不幸哦？！唉！

我真后悔下载那么多software… 自从我拿到Maxis Broadband, 就开始下载东西…… 现在reach了subscribed volume quota什么什么鬼…… 已经好多次了…… 呜呜呜～ 现在不知怎么办…… connect不到。他妈的～

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又是Christine!

耶（把这个字读 成怪人的时候。）！就是那个梁慧燕(Christine)咯！她从Iffah听，我这个星期日（八月一号）要和Iffah到Tania的家去玩，跟Tania与Kate偷偷地去The Mines看电影。你猜，Christine就讲什么？！她也要跟我们去！妈的！我死都不要跟她/带她去！Iffah跟我讲那个坏消息的时候，我很很很生气地说：“No! If she comes along, I won’t follow! D-:<” 然后Iffah就讲, “OK la… we figure something out la. What about we pretend that the outing is cancelled? Can?” 然后我就讲：“OK啦。嗯。Good idea. :|”

所以，明天我们打算跟Christine讲that因为Tania突然间有事要办，很忙，所以取消星期日的事。

还是…… 因为Christine不知道我们几点去Tania的家，所以我们可以偷偷地去Tania的家，不要管它（哎呀！是“她”，不是“它”。“不小心”哦……）。哈哈～ 我不知道啦。到明天才讲。呵呵～ ><

我真期待明天去学校，可以跟Christine讲“坏消息”！哈哈～ Can’t wait to see her face when we tell her the so-called “bad news”! >:-) (evil face here)

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哈哈！至少有开心的事啦！

还有！刚才我上到网，没事做，就在Skype找Justin Bieber & Miley Cyrus… 我找到了Miley Cyrus的Skype account!! 哇老！而且，不到几个小时后，她竟然accept了！哈哈～ 但是！我不可以跟你们讲他的Skype名字，因为我答应她不准跟人家讲她的Skype名字～ 妳们自己找吧！>< ♥

哈！而且，如果我碰到她Online的时候，就问Justin Bieber的Skype是什么名！哈！我很厉害！太幸运了！耶！哈哈～ ♥

而且我找到Justin Bieber的Skype了之后，我也不会跟你们讲的…… 因为Justin Bieber deserves his own privacy嘛…… 哈哈～ >< “呆死”！♥

XD (Place smirk and evil smile and face here) >:-) 哇哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！♥

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♥Justin Bieber♥

 

Cool, huh? >< ♥ Supah hawt!

I ♥ both of them!

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More About Me

Hi. :-)

Call me Sushi. If you’re my friend.

I hate making decisions when I don’t have to.

I listen to the same songs over again until I get bored.

I hate womanizers and playboys.

I’m lazy… but neat.

Michael Jackson, Justin Bieber, Miley Cyrus and Taylor Swift rocks.

I hate Selena Homeass. (I mean, Gomez.)

I think Kim Kardashian and Katy Perry are the coolest celebrities ever.

I grew up in Melaka.

I have a grand step-cousin who’s from England. Seriously.

Sometimes I would just say “Whatever”… but actually I do care deep down inside.

I hate it when girls start drama. I really hate it.

Sometimes I wonder if I’m starting to be a Muslim. I mean, I’m tanned (LOL) and I mutter: “Oh mak engkau” if I dropped something on accident. :)

I am friends with a celebrity-Iffah bt Amzan. Seriously.

Oh yeah, my name’s Saw Shi Ying. ;)

Two Hours

刚才3pm到5pm，淑沁、雯惠与我在学校靠近操场上完羽毛球。虽然我没有玩，但我也had fun. 我做她们的评判，一边算分，一边阅读爱情小说！很好玩哦！

哈哈～ 她们玩玩一下，刘淑沁就开始吵着要去图书馆吹冷气了。哦哈哈～ 笑死人了。我们在图书馆一边吹冷气，一边做我们自己的事！雯惠忙着读《把你带走》，作者是许友彬。

刘淑沁原本没东西做的…… 但，她终于受不了，就没办法，读我刚刚读完的爱情小说（也是从敏仪借来的啦！哈哈～）《不听话的格蕾业（，第二部）》

啊哇哇哇哇！！他们一起好可爱哦！哦呵呵呵呵呵～

而我呢，玩liquid paper!! 就是啦！就是玩liquid paper! 哈哈哈～ 我是有点幼稚的哦！嘻嘻嘻嘻～

还有，我们还讨论谁是最帅呢…… 哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！>v<

所以，this is another Girl’s Day Out呢！哈哈哈哈哈～ ^.^ =)

哈哈哈～

《希望树》

读完了《希望树》后，心里的疑问，读不明白的，全部都了解了。

这本书真的真的真的好好看！我最欣赏红蜻蜓出版有限公司的小说了！

等等！作者是沈雨仙！哗！不知道他有部落格吗？

有！太好了！http://www.yisen11.blogspot.com

呵呵～

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